Matthew's blog =)

160410

2010-04-16T23:32:00.001+08:00

hurray A for pw \o/
muz thank my groupmates le =)

rammed my knee against corner of bench this morning D<
nw still pain....hope no fracture ><

bike hike anyone? =p

290310

2010-03-29T20:36:00.002+08:00

been ages since i last blogged =x

survived BT1 haha
haiz, but i doubt i'll survive the results x.x

whole day out on sat ie 27/3/10
morning - bio makeup lecture
afternn - acjc carnival [meet up wif pri sch fren hahaha]
evening - STJ \o/
night - sleep -grin-

ok, breaking it down

bio lecture for 2.5 hrs ugh
freezing in audi as usual
anything academic is quite sian for me
so nth much to say

met up wif hansen and matt yang [wahhoo clone's bday on sat summore! =D ] and dewei to go acjc carnival
russell too tired after training, couldnt go =(
spent abt 1hr+ there
zzz all the things there so ex
only the swensen ice cream probably the only worthwhile thing tt we bought there =.=

left ac at abt 4+
met jon leaw at mrt station, he oso went ac but we nv see him =/
dewei and i going punggol for stj lol
so take same direction
alighted at outram park, while jon leaw alighting at city hall =/
go purple line
then met kuanyew at dhoby ghaut ._.
small world huh lol

stomachache at hougang zzz, chionged to hougang mall toilet ><
while dewei went donut empire to buy stuff for angel mortal lol
decided to walk to punggol park
found soccer ball on the field while walking there =O
taunted dewei abt his phobia XD
only a few guys and xy frm senior class there, juniors >> seniors at tt time
saw yifei and xinying, kai kiat starting fire
quite successful, but of coz nv see how many times the wind botched their attempts
the wind there rly v gd.....if u arent starting fire XD
well, eventually the wind blew the correct direction and yay fire ftw
the soccer ball we found along the way came into v gd use as recreational activity while waiting for the food to cook XD

zzz i shud stay away frm buttering the food during bbq-s
everytime sth bad will happen
last time drop the whole tub of melted butter in past bbq, this time drop brush while attempting to multitask since almost everyone else playing soccer =/
-cue 15 mins run to toilet to wash brush- =.=

kai kiat had the best job of de-boning chicken wings
and the fire was v gd bcos no one suffered frm diarrhoea after eating =D
purge the germs XD
not bad le, the caterer, gt salmon fillet, hokkien mee, fried rice, sting ray, satay, hotdogs [the juniors loved the tumor-ized (aka overgrilled) hotdogs XD] =O
many many variety =p

evening / night time was spent arm-wrestling, staring game, and camwhoring hahahaha
felt like having the ability of teleporting home, bcos journey home took abt 1hr+ haha
frm one end of s'pore to the other xD

now, who wan watch clash of the titans when its released? =D

090310

2010-03-09T22:01:00.002+08:00

lol had off day today bcos of seniors' stellar results
...wonder if our juniors would get the same privilege? =x

went to library wif randy to attempt to mug
haiz, why is complex no.s ....so complex? =/
ended up reading bks for the rest of the afternoon LOL

hey at least it was productive, juz not in academic terms haha

slept after i reached home
...and its where weird things started happening
my mum called me up of bed near dinnertime
i THOUGHT i woke up, and started eating dinner and stuff
...until i heard my mum calling to wake up again o.0
i was thinking 'huh i havent woke up yet? =O'
so i woke up, or i thought i was ><
i think this kind of illusion-reality blurring happened about 3 times until i realized i was REALLY awake
...or am i still dreaming? D:

wad makes us realize and differentiate btwn dreams and reality?

020310

2010-03-02T23:03:00.002+08:00

gosh so fast march liao o.0

blogging this at the conclusion of HBL lol
started dl-ing everything on wkend
pre-empt the lag haha
quite fun la, but go sch somehow btr
can go see frens and classmates haha =)

1st day of HBL spent on exercising, not the brain but the body
badminton wif randy, jerald, qiaoyan and brandon lol
haha booked the court frm 12-2
in the end no one came, so we played till late 2+ LOL
quite shoik le XD
slept till 6 after i reached home
....how productive for HBL =.=

2nd day....much more productive academically XD
did more HBL and backlogged hmwk
haiz, still cmi in studying la
muz stay focused lol

now....back to school zzz =.=

250210

2010-02-25T22:33:00.003+08:00

i dunno why i keep blogging this few days zzz

chem lecture....joleen gt owned by mrs. ho [aiya dunno full name la, then quite rude to call by initials, so liddat lor], v suay la, juz joined the convo abt unclear voice then tio punished
...i think the words 'fifth row from the top, third girl frm the left' would haunt her? lol

my mortal gt decided to reply for the 'angel-mortal' game lol deal

tiring la sch, at least nxt wk mon and tues gt home learning lol XD
zzz nv cool down properly on tues, legs aching like shyt nw la D:

swimming tmr, wonder how long we gonna tread water for this time zzz

am i becoming a burden to others?
why do bad things occur when i am around? =/

"If I Let You Go"
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
if I let you go ?

If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh

Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
(close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
(oh yeah)
How will I know
(if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know
(oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
(oh yeah)
How will I know
if I let you go ?

...how applicable to me =/

ok lame joke frm randy who found it on his grand seniors' blog
complete the pattern:

1 = 5, 2 = 25, 3 = 125, 4 = 625, 5 = ?

.....

.....

3125?

WRONG, it's 1 LOL
argg....felt so stupid la DDDD:

240210

2010-02-24T21:59:00.002+08:00

woots mr. sam lee's bday today
watched video on intelligent design during his tutorial today =)
watching how ppl juz shoot the idea down....saddening sia
whatever happened to freedom of speech which people defined themselves, choosing to deny the existence of God?
woah all the sentence start wif 'w' [including this one o.0]

then suddenly halfway thru the video we sang happy bday song for mr. lee XD
at the evidence part for ID but oh well =.=

another lecture on evolution in bio today zzz
learning for the sake of exams than interest =/

Psalms 118:8 -> 'It is better to trust in the Lord than to put confidence in man.'

Romans 1:21 -> 'Because that, when they knew not God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.

Romans 1:22 -> 'Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools,'

Romans 1:25 -> 'Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshiped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.'

pretty much sums up how much i m against evolution eh?

can the majority out-vote truths? they can disobey them, but they can never get rid of them lol

....when trust is eroded what can you stand on?

230210

2010-02-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

lol, juz created a new nickname for shaun during recess, it's 'spoon'
haha nvm lame -.-

gah i need to find more topics for angel-mortal letters =/
more to my angel, since my mortal keep on dao-ing me -.-
haiz...i m losing my social capabilities la zzz

training today....quite slack bcos no match i guess
juz practise and more practise of throws haha
but then frisbees knocked into my fingers nw they v sore =.=

lol mr. lee's bday tmr....wonder wad we gonna do during tutorial XD

....maybe it's time i let go =(

120210

2010-02-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

lol the date, digits of day = digits of mth + digits of yr

and its eve of cny eve lol
had cny celebrations in sch

performances by various cca-s ftw
mutual kp session by mr sam lee and dewei + russ XD

sold papadam [sp?] for street market
mrs lim lent us the fryer used for frying fries and the like

o.0 power supply kept getting cut bcos 1 power point frm class was used for > 10 electrical appliances on the grd floor, spammage of extension cords =/
so initially cmi for cooking =x

tried the class bench power point, then 2nd flr classroom power point,
classrm power point was usable, but cooking in classrm was abit -.-
so we moved all the way to consult area power point to fry
initially since oil took quite long to heat and boil, but after that frying papadam [sp?] was a piece of ~~cake~~ papadam lol, roughly 2s for 1 to finish cooking? =p

tossing yusheng was kinda fail since uhh....we over-tossed? all over the floor zzz
managed to salvage some measly scraps of salmon frm the remains =.=

watched fac + mass dances frm tian tang, shoik la, frm the top watch XD
ares won, beginning of their dances quite nice
used their white gloves to great effect like last yr =)
tons of extra papadam[sp?] leftover T.T
fri picnics wif ms. gen tan will be spammed wif papadam[sp?] le =x

went for class outing to use up last yr's winnings of $40 worth of ben&jerry vouchers,
watched percy jackson and the lightning thief wif the guys, [girls didnt want to go, shaun wanted to meet other frens, yf didnt feel like watching....
so left 7 guys, magic no. of class guys' outing? hmm...]
quite nice =p
$6 well spent XD
aiya no spoilers here la, v long le

ate swensens for dinner since yunhao had to use his swensens vouchers
lol so in the end i dug into my savings again, so much for wanting to save $$$ =/
left for home at 8+ bcos my father angry =.=

such a fun day today =D
if everyday sch was liddat....
phui, it wont happen la zzz

=.= heard the song 'tick tock' 3x today la, 1st during mass dance, 2nd at ben&jerry's , 3rd in movie??!! LOL
quite catchy le tune hmm...
but more for tune for dancing though, unsuited for my body which is such a plank of wood DDD:

070210

2010-02-07T18:08:00.002+08:00

yesh, my backhand is getting btr, but still can improve much more

eh, swimming pe module quite fun le
that is, if u in advanced class
we get to play mahjong in pool
no la, nt game, dive to pick up tiles frm btm of pool =.=

sianz fell on the floor on fri during training bcos of slippery floor =(
nw my right elbow gt 5c-sized gash, right knee gt stamp-sized abrasion
mmm blood... XD
went back sch late so missed the fac performances during campfire arghh D<

school's been ok, junior class is quite fun
u noe the angel-mortal game? my angel actually made me write more than i wrote for any letter in my life zzz

finally gt some REM sleep during naps =p

the song 'if i let u go' by westlife keep ringing in my head bleah

eh who opening for cny visits ah? i wan more angpow $$$ lol =p

120110

2010-01-12T22:30:00.003+08:00

lol ytd [aka my bday] is 11.01.10

2 consecutive '110'-s woah

my bday same day as principal's farewell =/
quite sad to see mr ang go to retirement
how a person can change things wif his /her mindset and/or character

heh we had to wave farewell to mr ang as he gt chauffeured thru the sch
haha he wave back at us wif amazed eyes and enthusiasm la XD
so cute lol =D

well, at least ppl still rmbed my bday =)
quite grateful that ppl still notice me ard =/
spammage of bday wishes in real life and on fb lol

haha matt yang aka clone still gt me a keychain for bday present =OOOO
stunned luh, thx clone ><

nth much happened for the rest of the day at home since my family celebrated bday ytd le
gt down to build my gundam throne zwei haha

anyway for today
gp 1st few periods
quite light-hearted since gt new teacher, so self-intro-s and all
but the shocking thing is that after class the gp teacher called me back and gave bday gift, some sweets o.0
stunned +++ la, my view was that teachers were out to kill / torture / maim students mentally luh, but this....
needs some time to get used to lol
hope i dun disappoint them =/

frisbee training today marred by bad weather
camped in tent near track area
oso nt much use, wind blew the rain in anyway lol
then oli they all started filling all the frisbees wif water and splash ppl haha
most of us wet lo, so nt much diff
after rain stopped we did some drills
then played match, some of us go play 5v5 to improve game sense haha
fun le, but not up to standard =/
tiring le T.T

ah well, tmr open house, 1 less day of studying
speaking of which....the timetable this yr is quite screwed, blocks of consecutive lessons, haphazard assortment of breaks zzz =.=

080110

2010-01-08T21:57:00.003+08:00

lol came back frm 2 consecutive chalets [frisbee on 6th, class on 7th]

ultra tired =.=

mahjong + 'hike' from one end of east coast to the other + night cycling frm chalet to changi beach and back + failed plan to not stay over and get enough rest b4 sch reopens + hogging sofa to sleep D:

well, that's abt frisbee chalet [ i left halfway ], but for class...

missed bus to go chevrons [so near my hse] zzz + band hero + more mahjong + bbq + more band hero lol + even mahjong + stoning + dazed bcos of sleep deprivation + ordering macs for hungry ppl XD + twister fries + failed singing and a sore throat to match + movie screening of 'the eye' + yay for happy ending + finally some rest + leg cramp due to sleeping in awkward position and crammed chairs ouch D< + KO for the rest of the time lol

ugh...sleepy

juz a fine line away from insanity

050110

2010-01-05T15:08:00.002+08:00

o.0 new yr le

j2 liao, no more joking around ><

so which amount is larger, the number of stars or the number of hairs on people's heads?

hmm....

...and so nice la, sch start on my bday zzz =.=

ha, wad a short and swt update T.T

131209

2009-12-13T22:46:00.001+08:00

i wont be in singapore frm the 14/12 to the 19/12
in malaysia for church camp! haha =D

guess no one will actually bother reading this... =/

091209

2009-12-09T22:06:00.003+08:00

frisbee training today

more fail throws by me T.T
at least D-ed more discs today then any other training o.0
3 times o.0
was marking patrick =/
jiaming threw a far disc, patrick faked me, ran the other direction to get it
not! bcos i juz ran at full spd towards the disc and slapped it away frm his intended grasp....
.....and slammed him to the floor
sorry pat ><

other than that....uhh i slept for the whole afternoon since the weather so nice haha

nw gt dilemma le,
frisbee and class chalet both same day T.T
which to go ah...zzz =.=

041209

2009-12-04T21:11:00.002+08:00

another wk passed liao =/
this hols passes way too fast ><

today's training...well lets juz say i m kinda confused nw
....and gained another piece of evidence that ppl juz dont want me around =/
='(

lol found out some interesting info~~~ XD

cmon....gotta learn how to paint gundams
unpainted gundams look soooo plain zzz

281109

2009-11-28T21:27:00.003+08:00

.....alright alright i finally found time to blog

mon: maths remedial so i couldnt go training zzz

tues:
medical checkup for my allergy, whole morning gone
afternn went wif mum to toy'r'us to get some present for my cousin who juz turned one
my cousin is a girl and so i spent most of the time at the girls section
pink pink pink YUK
nvm gt myself a gundam 1/144 model kit -grin-
gundam throne eins =D
shall save up for gundam thrones zwei and drei =p
hint for bday present o.0
had late dinner. hungry ._.

wed:
frisbee training under hot sun
a few suicides and most of us gg ><
did drills
fire movement kept getting termed as 5 women o.0 lol
sky darkened later in the day =D
kinda chao da but not quite there yet zzz
i can nvr get dark 1 la D<
zzz
slept the whole afternn away ._.

thurs:
completed building the gundam throne eins in the morning
quite pleased wif myself
now juz nid painting =x
hmm, should i invest in a paint set? ._.
my legend gundam and shiranui akatsuki gundam still unpainted =x
tried to do hol hmwk
but then, ....lost my edge liao la
muz revise everything again D:
...soon la

fri:
public hol so no training =/
had yf orange grp outing @ chinese garden =D
so near my house -grin-
managed to meet up wif group mates
....had a feeling of deja vu where i was walking down a path in some garden wif samuel beside me ._.
so the thing i was holding in my hands but couldnt tell in my dream? was a carton of fruit juice packs O_O
....spooky luh =x
set up picnic le, but started to drizzle, and rain =/
managed to find refuge in the bonsai garden though =)
the security guy see us getting drenched so juz let us cross the locked gate to seek shelter in the pavilion =D
did our bible devotion under the shelter of the pavilion =D
waited for the rain to stop
then went out to some grassy patch to lay out picnic stuff again
subway style
rly alot of food =D
gt bread, ham x3 varieties, cheese, chips, vegs, mayo, honey mustard, tomato, scones, egg salad+++
can see samuel v happy le hahaha
he can go work part time at subway too, know the steps for making subs so well XD
after picnic dinner, ivan brought out a game called BANG!
ultra fun
a more complex form of murderer
but each person gt role, character cards [wif abilities], and weapons
gt the role of sheriff and deputy sheriff, outlaws and a renegade
for outlaws to win muz kill sheriff and deputy sheriff
the other way round for the sheriff and his deputy
but for the renegade to win, he must kill EVERYONE ELSE >D
so fun, i tio outlaw
samuel 1st turn jiu do combo le o.0
experienced ah...
sis serena was outlaw oso, hannah was renegade [kept her identity so well ._. until end game], jason was deputy sheriff while ivan was sheriff
....i made the mistake of killing samuel my fellow outlaw =(
played until 8+ haha
abt 1hr+ le =p
haha fun =D

sat:
played badminton wif randy jereld qiaoyan xinyu philemon for abt 2 hrs
xinyu and philemon went off after tt, while the rest went to eat lunch
then....mahjong at randy's house! HA
lol it started during the 1st session, we're probably gonna continue it for future sessions XD
....and i kept feeding randy the winning tile today zzz
lucky nv play $$$ if nt i bankrupt liao =x
...muz train my mahjong skills =p

yesh, update for whole wk seems much more efficient =p

211109

2009-11-21T14:27:00.003+08:00

lol watched 2012 wif my sis on thurs -.-

story quite nice la, but i think graphics nicer
bleah, why do ppl still survive?
apocalypse sia =.=
no life left on this earth
not some dumb ships that float like tin cans zzz
but still, the graphics were very nice
and the movie also shows how ppl can still be $@!$@!@ even during crises

zzz i knew i shud hav brought a sweater into the theater.... D:
runny nose when the characters were flying the plane to escape the cracking grd =x
ooo yes, jp cinema sells melted cheese for $1 a cup =DDDD
service win haha

had post pw party on fri
buffet @ sakae in orchard! =p
turned up late bcos of heavy rain, v hard to get transport =x
sry guys ><
ordered alot of stuff
and i learnt yitkhai likes unagi and soft-shell crab
haha and nw me too XD
lol ordered some prawn sushi, tot it was 2 per plate, so we x4 in order
in the end gt FOUR on each plate ._.
16 of them to finish D:
+various other sushi, udon, green tea
full tummy after that ahhh XD
bloated ._.

on hindsight, i realized we nv take the red plate sushi at all this morning ._.
lol, gt to see the cameras that mr. cheong gave the girls ._.
=O van gt camcorder, linying gt a digital camera tt takes pics v quickly
haiz, ppl give out of goodwill, rather than letting it rot at home
still gt ppl in our class say mr. cheong 'buying friends'
hullo, we nt gonna see him nxt yr so often liao la
wad frens =.=
this kind of 'investment' sure backfire, would he do so juz to 'buy friends'?
pfff

walkd around ion orchard after tt
ate yami yoghurt =p
bloated ++ =x
still, the trip was an eye opener O.O

elder sis bday ytd
-bad experience wif 2nd sis, dun wan to talk abt it zzz-
whatever happened to the 5th commandment sia =.=
but i dun think u'll reflect on it anyway
claim u're always right, fine then
smarty pants, go own ur exams la

kfc for dinner
fullness to the max ><
its gd to noe when u hav friends to confide stuff into =)

161109

2009-11-16T22:18:00.003+08:00

hahah start of hols! =D

....which is turning out to be quite boring =x
had maths remedial today, cleared many doubts

sch looks much btr w/o ppl ard ....somehow >D
i juz realised so many ppl tt i noe hold one leadership post or another
....all except me =/

i feel inadequate
....wad skill shud i pick up during the hols....hmmm

131109

2009-11-13T21:01:00.002+08:00

=/ fri the 13th lol

op as well as world kindness day!
lol the op examiners were rly kind wif their qns
...but i then had mental block, so kinda screwed up qna
oh well, ITS OVER!!!!
haha looking forward to ppp [post pw party] wif my grp mates! =)

mr cheong v generous
gave whole class his spare backpacks, sling bags etc.
gt a new bag frm him tt can convert frm backpack to sling bag
size / bulkiness is sth like russell's rugby bag when filled
mainly used for travelling
but gt a lot of space to dump stuff in!
so nice =DDDDDDD
some of the girls gonna get cameras frm him oso
o.0 he gt alot of zai stuff lying ard at his home =O

slept thru the afternn
=/

....and the pile of holiday hmwk is still there zzz

i wan play plants vs zombies ><

111109

2009-11-11T18:39:00.002+08:00

lol today 11/11 o.0
ok being random

zzz said stuff tt i shudnt hav said
how to get out of the mire of misinformation...=.=

pw prac is looking good
emphasis on the 'looking' =.=
....all the world's a stage zzz

if 13/11 is world kindness day, will the op examiners be kind enuf to provide us wif an 'A' for PW? =x

and theres still the pile of hols hmwk DDDD<

041109

2009-11-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

lol 3rd post of the day
....see la, dun update regularly
had a nice/ sad dream

running down the corridor she grabbed my hand
unexpectedly i was dragged along, stunned by the turn of events
she looked back and laughed
i smiled to her, picked up my pace
together, we ran, happily and without a care in the world...

....but will it ever happen?
i highly doubt so, but still clinging to that shred of hope...
fantasies....will just remain as what they are....

041109

2009-11-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

lol continued frm prev post

sunday
went to church
1 Peter 5: 8 --> 'Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour'
so must keep ur guard up, or you'll fall and be a bad testimony to others

talked abt reformer martin luther in discussion class
how he grasped the doctrine of 'the just shall live by faith'
unlike other religions in the world which uses works to try to get to heaven =/

went back home and go sch again =.=
when i reached there they were playing scavenger hunt
btw the sandwich machine at the salt ctr is a money-eater
matt yang and zhewei's $$$ gt eaten by the machine zzz
well, it happened over different periods of time but i think if i dun write i'll forget or sth =.=
oh ya, didnt manage to go juon on sat, and it rained during juon pfff
man proposes, God disposes....how true
did random stuff till dinner
OH WAIT, WE DIDNT GET TO EAT DINNER LOL
organized ninjas v samurais for the juniors
quite a fun game i must say
its sth like tower defense, juz that the samurais had to guard the 'heavenly orb' [or rather soccer balls]
hmm....nxt time muz tweak the rules, ppl juz noe how to exploit and find loopholes la zzz

we had to cancel THE CHALLENGE bcos nt enuf time =/
go str8 to solo hike
haha the trail was frm clock tower, down old scout den to high sch squash courts, through the back grassy lane to jc sci lab block, up the stairs to the lt-s, through b block to tian tang, then down to 3rd floor toilet, down to left wing, to OUT gate and back to clock tower
haha the toilet part was the climax of the walk
the juniors were to enter the unlit toilet, say the scout promise facing a bloody [chilli saucy, actually XD] mirror , flush the toilet bowl in the last cubicle
lol we took the liberty of slamming the toilet behind them while they were flushing the toilet bowl of coz XD
the last guy took >1/2 hr to walk the solo hike zzz
waste time sia
...or maybe our directions nt precise enuf =x

returned to salt ctr quite late, 2am?
wanted to eat our uber late instant noodle dinner
but then they bought the ones w/o utensils -.-

EPIC FAIL STARTS HERE!! =PPPPP

kenii went to ask juniors to lend us utensils
matt yang had a spoon, and there was a can of lychees lying around
hungry ppl wanted to eat liao, but scared syrup drip in room and attract ants
jerrold, jingxi, kenii were preparing to bathe

EPIC FAIL 1: managed to open the can of lychees, kok hon wasnt wearing his shoes since it was so near the room, nth to hold the can of lychees, so we juz squatted / sat on floor to eat lychees wif one spoon, passing it ard when necessary
THEN THE JUNIORS CAME UPSTAIRS TO PASS US THEIR UTENSILS AND SAW US EATING LYCHEES ON THE FLOOR O_O
throw face to the max
kok hon: 'we look like a bunch of hobos la'

EPIC FAIL 2: we were kp-ing kenii for making us look like jokers in front of the juniors and thats when he let go of the door, w/o any way for us to get in SINCE THE KEY CARD WAS IN THE ROOM O_O
...on the table opposite the door
...and so we learnt the true meaning of 'so near yet so far'
locked out of the rm =.=||
and kok hon nt wearing shoes = win
kenii went to the security post nearby to ask if they gt key card
they didnt. -.-
[another reason for yk to kp the security guards eh? =p]
had to wait for the salt ctr i/c to come back in the morning to reopen the door -.-
slept on table / benches and yes finally a sofa in scout den =p
cold feet ftw la zzz =.=
...the img of shoeless kok hon still makes me laugh la
aiya, the whole incident made me laugh even when i typed it out la rofl XD
screwed up our timings for the nxt day zzz
the slacker salt ctr key guy came ONE HOUR LATE
wahlau, i srsly want his job la, come late still can get salary DDDD<

mon:

ok la, shud continue str8 frm prev para but then v hard to see the different days =/
juniors gt to enjoy later waking time bcos of our screw-up ><
everything pushed back -.-
juniors to go botanic gardens for SRIT
jingxi and i were in charge of food
haiz....muz noe where to withdraw $$ btr la, went ard trying to find an atm machine that allowed jingxi to withdraw $$$ =.=
in the end went all the way to kap to get $$$
then all the way back to adam rd food ctr to get lunch =.=
matt yang joined us halfway [or rather only me bcos jingxi had to go back sch to meet ____]
we made the stall where we bought the nasi lemak lunch close early for the day =D
48 packets of food ftw
and the auntie gave us free otah
then we had to tell others that the stall was unavailable bcos we bought everything ._.
guilttttttt ><
haha mr. terng went there eat lunch lol
later asked us if we needed a ride back to sch, so nice
but sadly we going botanic gardens lol =/
guilt and feeling bad +++ ><
chionged there since lunch was pushed back for >1hr
sian timing fail ><
jingxi was kp-ing hansen for some funny reason abt the food =/
matt yang had to go jc admin to get back his ez-link card [bcos he late on fri or sth =/]
jingxi and i went back salt ctr
the nasi lemak frm no.1 adam rd food ctr is srsly v nice =p
nxt time go buy again, who want go? >D
heavy rain juz after jingxi and i left for salt ctr ._.
had gangshow since the rain ruined the chance for campfire -.-
nice to see the juniors enjoying themselves....i hope
passed to them the venturez08 song trilogy of niao-ing zhewei :P
had to leave at night bcos gt sch the nxt day =/
so here ends the last scout camp venturez08 will hav...unless we go back, again muahahahaha >D

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041109

2009-11-04T21:30:00.003+08:00

woah so fast 2nd last mth of the yr liao

saturday:
lol the scouts camp wasnt all tt bad on hindsight
more venturez08 epicness there XD
supposed to reach sch salt ctr in early morning on sat, 6.50am
overslept on bus [again] until jc bus stop zzz
my internal sleep-on-bus-clock resets too quickly =.=
in the end hav to walk frm one end of hc to the other zzz
tiring sia, and late by >20 mins ._.
discipline fail ._.

stoned at benches while waiting for juniors to come
settled admin stuff wif jerrold
camp fee $25 per person
nvr seen so much $$$ in my life after he collected the camp fees frm every1 $.$
i juz realised i gt a junior who is allergic to so many things until he couldnt come to camp
pollen, cockroach mix, dust, ++
v sad le =/
nw i shudnt complain of my ezcema too much =x
went to buy food wif hansen and kok hon
woah go coro ntuc
total food amt used up 4 trolleys o.0
....idk y the cashiers so wary of us carrying the trolleys la,
took my ez-link as collateral zzz
we wearing sch shirt nia, not like we'll disappear wif the trolleys =.=
even if hav, they can kp the sch wad =/
lugged the 4 trolleys back to sch in public, throwing any remaining 'face' we hav to the public
at least gt some kind aunties helped us lug 1 trolley back since they were on the same way home =D

met zhewei at salt ctr entrance, come so late ahh.....DD<
emptied food, dumped the 50 apples into the fridge XD
had to go back return trolleys [if nt i say bb to my ez-link card liao =.=]
dragged zhewei, asking him to help us bring back trolleys since he juz came and we quite tired liao =/
but he gl, make all of us go along, ahhh dun wan to talk abt it, thinking abt it make me pek chek only
jio-ed kok hon to buy chinese chess set since we wanted a form of entertainment somehow =/

uhh did we eat lunch? i cant rmb lol

had war games aka waterbombs on field
gosh, i juz realised we r rly slack
make them do everything lol
but hey, train their skills le =)
mini form of war games that they're gonna get in jc XD

uhhh, did i eat dinner? i cant rmb lol
went home at night bcos gt church the nxt day
sleep at home is win =)

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to be continued

301009

2009-10-30T22:40:00.002+08:00

thx for ruining the wkend, oppressive and useless system of jokers

make me unable to go for church outing , ju-on / fac outing , class outing
well, at least i can go church la
but still

of all the dates and wkends...zzz

281009

2009-10-28T16:31:00.002+08:00

lol early dismissal at 10am today \o/

had class breakfast today
macs! XD
haha deliver to sch, the delivery guy came in taxi le~
and gave us a BIGGGG box containing all the food =p
....and the big breakfast is small la, contrary to its name zzz

dewei had fear factor after being jio-ed by yifei
spam like 10 chunks of butter on a single hotcake
and uhh, garlic chilli + chocolate syrup + maple syrup + butter + green tea lumps
...and they chomped it down o.0

ha! pokemon tcg craze hitting even jc ppl...
lol?
shud i bring deck tmr? XD
and finally completed my macro monarch deck zzz

271009

2009-10-27T21:50:00.001+08:00

hahah muz thank jiaming, xinyu, weijie for patiently teaching me how to do a proper backhand throw =p

nw muz practice....

ok. back to pw zzz =.=

221009

2009-10-22T21:00:00.001+08:00

ok la, can promote to j2, i think
=/

demoralising ++

211009

2009-10-21T18:40:00.003+08:00

how depressing
chem and math exam results returned today
chem ....still ok la
but math is super ultimate imba fail -.-
no more maths for me man. D:

tried to eat yu pian mi fen at high sch to attempt to lift up my wrecked feelings
go there, all the canteen stalls closed wts
demoralising ++
=/

haha the presentation for halloween party organized by athena fac is win
cant wait lol
class GEMS v2.0 nxt sunday
HCPEG bbq gathering this sunday
._.

171009

2009-10-17T21:40:00.002+08:00

ok, part 3 of 2nd 7J guys outing

reached yifei's hse after 1hr+ journey frm bedok to clementi lol
the houses' there undergoing renovation o.0
yifei's cat v cute.....if u ignore its teeth and claws XD
lazing ard, no sch to go....

as usual, his study table messy bcos promos juz ended lol
gt piano, bed, study table, laptop, bookcase....
played poker, v fun
ate dinner at yifei's
woah, his mum's curry v nice la
so yifei's claim that his mum's cooking > sch canteen jap food is justified =p

impromptu crash at joleen's hse after dinner haha
her house big luh, esp the imba high ceiling
joleen's room all yellow 1 0.0
she was using laptop, chatting on msn and playing bejeweled blitz on fb lol
and she was talking to _______
and the contents....some shud nt be said la hahaha
dewei go sms xinying to talk to joleen, a kp attempt
left joleen's hse at abt 9+ pm
took 143 home, 1/2 hr journey =.=
ah well, at least get to sleep on bus [as usual XD]
reached at abt 10+ pm tho =x

and there concludes the 2nd 7J guys outing
....and yifei still havent upload photos =.=

141009

2009-10-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

-continued frm last post-

after slacking at changi village we cycled to old changi hospital, this time we went up the stairs
the place quite vandalised, didnt go in bcos of lack of number of ppl, and well, why take the risk of seeing that u arent supposed to see? 'gulps'

frm btm of stairs it looked like the entrance was v big, but when go up its juz a small door and a porch =/
long way up the stairs tho
didnt take any pics in case of you-know-whats lol =x
cycled to downtown east
sian la, only abt 11+ pm, still gt ppl walking ard, so we couldnt cycle freely =/
cycled to pasir ris park
lol played the swings
everyone trying to maximize his swing distance [frm pt to pt]
chim la, use legs to gather momentum, lean back when swing is at the front.......etc
one swing had been looped upon the top bar
tried to get it down, but everytime missed by abit =/
only when we decided to swing it out frm the side, then major success =DDD
gt it down
lol then yifei wanted to swing summore but we decided to go play other stuff [aka go elsewhere to play] sad =/
russell played on some large inclined cone-like structure, spin to get dizzy tt kind
we spun him until accidently he slid to the middle where all the sand and dirt was
in the end his shirt was like normal rugby training, muddy and sandy =x

climbed the rope pyramid, but i didnt climb all the way since no space anyway, and i oso dunno how to find way to get down
well, at least my presence had a use bcos they wanted to take pic of them up there, then i at btm to take it for them using yifei's camera lol
-cue noob handling of digital camera-
ya la, i dun hav digital cam of my own so i naturally noob at it la zzz
my hands were perspiring so much that i think what i handed back to him wasnt a digital camera but rather a glob of metal and sweat =x

stoned at some playground structure which consisted of ropes and rubber sheets, sth liddat la
patrick lied down on one of the rubber sheets, each of us then cleared the sand of each of our sheets then slacked
like seriously slacked
yifei played music frm his ipod wif his imba speakers
not yet at max volume, but 30m still can hear the song clearly 1 lol
had tcs, then ryan decided to call dewei, bcos we gt idea to let dewei substitute yitkhai who had to leave in the morning
hooked up ryan's phone wif yifei's speakers, and it became somewhat like a mass convo, except it was talking instead of typing XD
v cool
dewei's parents didnt let him come out tho, but he helped us find out more abt our sabbaticals and stuff, and had kp session, wif major players yifei, yitkhai, dewei and a few ownage sentences by patrick lol
dewei managed to negotiate wif his parents to come in early morning
russell nearly gt lost while finding toilet =/
yitkhai and ryan went to find him
then russ came back while they were out finding him, and commented tt the flush system was fail bcos everything nearly went the wrong way ><
but ya, managed to get everyone back, slacked a while more

cycled to ecp macs
bought drinks and stuff to cool ourselves down
v shuang to ride thru long stretches of roads =)
stoned at macs until the morning
yitkhai left early to get home and go for attachment =/
rest of us either slept or stoned
i woke up to see ryan and russ watch bboy vids on yifei's iphone
flexibility and style v gd lol, i so stiff sure cant match up 1 =/

waited till sunrise, then we cycled to the tower that we kinda camwhored at during the prev night lol
waited for dewei there, cycled ard, played a few games of hearts
sia la, dunno who broke bottle there, gt glass shards ard o.0
cleared the shards to a corner then slacked
russ went to pick dewei up bcos the place unfamiliar to dewei
waited long for them since the distance on bike was alrdy v far...then they no bike summore =/
the bikes were wif us and how would russ bring 2 bikes along wif him sia o.0
once they reached we cycled back to the shop since it was time to return the bikes anyway

wanted to take the shuttle bus out of ecp
stoned at the busstop b4 realizing the timings tt we saw was for sunday, not saturday =.=
earliest bus for sat was 2pm+ , we reached the busstop at noon liddat, wait 2 hrs sia zzz
backtracked to the busstop that we used to get to ecp on fri
took 196 to the end at bedok interchange
ate the nearby hawker centre
say....kway chap actually quite nice le lol
russ drank a whole mug of sugarcane juice in two 'gulps', or so he claims XD
tried to find shopping centre ard bedok interchange, but found none -.-
raining
-kp debate btwn dewei and yifei starts-
-talks abt class scandals and dewei's open secret-
yifei, [on dewei trying to find who yifei likes/ or make scandal abt yifei]: dewei, 2 words.
dewei: F U?
yifei: no, HAPPY FINDING [kp tone]
dewei: ohhh ok, but yifei, i gt 2 words for u [pause], F U
yifei: NO THANKS

lol pardon the crude language but the way they said it was v funny lol
-impromptu decision to go yifei's hse-
took 197 all the way lol
journey was 1 hr+
pat and i slept, wif me waking up at random parts of the journey
the rest uhhh....i too sleepy to notice wad they doing =x

aiya i shud juz end here and continue part 3 nxt time lol
=D

131009

2009-10-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

crap too many stuff to write bcos i lazy update zzz

ok start after end of bio promo
wts dun talk abt it bcos i noe i definitely get U for bio liao since i left abt 3 pgs blank and screwed up essay bcos of lack of time zzz
chionged home to sleep after tt bcos the guys planned night cycling later haha
met up wif yifei again
only patrick, russell, ryan, yitkhai, yifei and i went this time
dewei's parents didnt allow, yunhao overseas, shaun dun wan come D:
lol at the 5 stops of 196
bcos we unfamiliar, so we had to count busstops to make sure we nv missed stop and get lost

russell was there alrdy, help us check gt bike anot
lol gt wakeboarding circuit at ecp sia, interesting
gt our bikes, $10 overnight, btr than the previous one which cost $15
ate burger king
yitkhai started niaoing =p
his imitation skills of ppl are v gd
lololol
stoned at burger king, had tcs bcos still early for NIGHT cycling [only abt 8pm at tt time]

cycled to beach area, at some tower like building
took pics [yifei nv upload zzz]
tried to cycle on sand
only yifei could cycle the longest distance, kp lor =.=
cycled one round on wet and dry sand
yifei then tried cross-terrain cycling but fail
saw the track on sand where he tried to chiong across beach but turned back bcos it was v difficult to cycle on sand, esp dry sand lol

decided to start our journey proper,
route roughly same as last time, but different direction
heh the 7km changi airport straight stretch was finished in juz 20mins
some malay grp was cycling like us, one decided to chiong ahead
nvr signal, in the end nearly crashed into russell
the malay guy said some vulgarities, nearly gonna fight la
but i think he looked at russell's big size and decided to give up the idea lol
muz b bcos no breakdowns and the need for awesome chuan dewei the mechanic lol

slacked at changi village
lol student priced drinks, the drinks stall auntie v nice =D
ha then yifei was asking y russell's wallet so heavy
he bet russ had abt 10+ dollars worth in coins
so we decided to count
'yifei flips wallet over'
'9 $1 coins immediately drop out'
'continues tipping over'
'counts $$$'
grand total in coins : $23+
o.0
then russell commented he juz gt 2x richer hahahaha

yitkhai then received sms frm huangcheng thing, say he gt some attachment at NAFA, THE NXT DAY 8.30AM
then he quickly made arrangements to see how to go the attachment frm the night cycling
had to go home bathe and chiong there in morning
then we juz ee how it goes lor, yitkhai wud take the 1st bus home from ecp and all

TO BE CONTINUED [since i sleepy D:]

071009

2009-10-07T22:24:00.002+08:00

halfway thru the promos

zzz my sleep pattern is nw screwed up bcos of promos
everyday after exam go home sleep in afternn, wake up in evening to attempt studying

chem today....deprived of time la
mcq gone case
stochiometry qn oso gone
definitions gone
....nw only rely on organic chem qns
stupid la, dun allow correction tape, so wrong ans hav to cancel
make the whole script look v ugly la
lol i suggest using stylus for exams
can erase and is in digital format woots
but think of the cost then o.0 liao haha

maths tmr
dunno how to manipulate the no.s la
gg

same goes for bio
haiz
dun retain can liao la
i v chin4 chye4 nw =/

051009

2009-10-05T17:19:00.002+08:00

....teachers rly noe how to make life difficult for students
teach the topics but almost none of them came out for gp compo today
wts

alot of the guys in my class prepared for moral and ethics aka abortion and euthanasia
then in the end none came out
so tell me wads the point of preparing when none of it is gonna b tested? DDDDD<
scarly nxt yr come out i lmao man zzz

lol paper 2 = win
3 1m qns, but all in own words
paraphrase like siao juz for 1m each lololol
i amaze myself, 1 aq paragraph in 5mins
muz be due to the fact tt i only had 15mins left when starting aq....=.=
curses, in last min wanted to write 'effective' but to my cursive writing speed i spelt it as 'effectie' DDDD:

nvm, at least my aq gt focus statement lol XD
1m guaranteed for aq! \o/
oh wait, did i write it? ><

econs tmr, and i m still mousehunt-ing on fb o.0

1/5 KO-ed ._.

031009

2009-10-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

time given aint productive if u dun use it properly

no mood to study, everytime i sit down and look at notes, i juz feel like walking away and doing sth else

haiz....

tmr last day for preparations liao
cramming doesnt work for me -.-

wad a success i m =.=

300909

2009-09-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

haiyo another mth gone again
and <1 wk to promos

lol managed to wake up right before i reached my bus stop today =D
and still slept throughout the whole afternn
zzz...so much for chionging econs -.-

too late to buck up liao la, time to mug in overdrive liao
hmm shud i go sch to mug during study leave?

sian i gotta brush up on my communication skills
take so long juz to be able to have a proper game of uno wif xinying, randy and yitkhai on facebk lol

dang it, shud b studying
tmr ba =p

to whoever who is reading this, GO AND STUDY!!
rofl

200909

2009-09-20T20:59:00.003+08:00

...when u realize things arent going the way u want them to be

heh maf ytd,
did pw b4 tt
still hav to cut down the wr by alot le =/

if ppl dun wan me ard them, they shud juz say so
dunnid to use all those actions juz to make me feel unwanted
everyone has their own circle of friends
i juz dun feel...included =/

thinking too much on what could happen is juz taking a toll on my mind =/

120909

2009-09-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

so much for the 'hols'

at least fri was productive, went sch to mug wif tecky
met yitkhai and russell there
apparently they gt chem consult at 1pm
weather quite bad at tt time
so had early lunch at golden rooster wif them

ran thru a slight drizzle on the way back
continued doing overdue chem tuts until consult time
tecky mugged alone in tt period =x
patrick and ryan came later
met mr. lee for consult
went thru rxn kinetics and chem equilibrium
lol totally forgot how to do chem eqm qns until mr. lee said: 'products over reactants' -- formula for Kc lol
then suddenly rmb-ed all the crap i learnt abt chem eqm -.-
so i cant forget those keywords haha
went back to class bench after tt
yk and russ decided to go home
ryan went to talk wif his frens on nearby classbench
pat and i stayed back wif tecky to do work
tecky had juz finished his chem bonding and molecular structure tut o.0
and was juz starting on maths tut 5a
haiyo his teachers dun care 1 le D<

went home abt 5+
wah sian i feel tt i v rude to ppl on fri
sry guys ><
frustration to the xtreme
grrr

anw i juz realised bufan's blog is revived!!
happiness!! \o/
note to self: muz check blogs, closed or nt, more regularly lol =)

100909

2009-09-10T23:45:00.002+08:00

ok wad a loser updating timetable but dao la =x

part 2:

hmm, shud refer to dewei's blog post for more info lol
finally reached east coast park after a super long time [didnt hav watch wif me =/]
but hey, travelling for 10+km on bikes, sure more than 1+ hr one lol
-cue more misdirections and dance by dewei since he was high o.0-

oh ya, yifei's bike's tyre gt flat halfway
the inner rubber tyre was coming out summore
in the end yifei had to cycle wif a flat-front-tyre bike for the rest of the journey =x
then after quite a long distance abt a quarter of the inner tyre was out la
dewei was quite pissed wif the tyre at this pt in time
he and russell juz ripped the tyre out DDDDD<
so much for the rubber being able to withstand forces....
dewei tied the excess rubber on his bike as a symbol of victory against the flat tyre LOL
frm east coast we then travelled to tampines ark connector, then pasir ris park connector, and finally reached downtown east \o/
HAHA we cycled thru the whole shopping complex! beat that! see how u ppl do it in the DAYYYY~~~
but then shaun later had to meet up wif his frens at macs
downtown east macs. 4am. o.0
we planned to eat super early breakfast, but eventually decided against it bcos we were alrdy gonna KO anytime lol
cycled back to chalet, took turns to bathe but in the end only yifei and i managed to bathe in the night and the rest of the guys [excluding shaun bcos he was still out] juz KO-ed on the floor

woke up at abt 10am the nxt day lol
returned the bikes =/
lol rmb the numb butt and the fun times we had for night cycling \o/
muz do it again after promos =DDDDDD

7 guys, frm 7J, on 07 sept, two guys' 17th bday, 17 x2 km journey, 7.5hrs, on the lunar 7th mth =DDDDD

now to end it off, it would be apt to use a quote frm teletubbies [being ultra-random -.-] : "again! again!" XDDDDDD

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anyway it is laykit's bday today! [or rather ytd since nw over 12mn lol]
=DDDDD

090909

2009-09-09T15:45:00.003+08:00

lol the date today 9/09/09 o.0

heh muz blog abt wad happened on mon and tues
best class outing ever in my jc life =D

part 1:

7/09 was shaun and russell's bday
ryan's family booked chalet at changi aloha resort, so ryan told us we could go there to celebrate bday =) yay
met up wif yifei on train beforehand, mrt was v crowded, only until outram or city hall then crowd cleared up enuf to meet up lol
reached pasir ris at abt 2pm lol
met up wif yitkhai, russell and shaun there, and apparently all the girls pangseh-ed the outing [as expected -.- all muggirls 1 zzz]
ryan then came to pick us up via shuttle bus, some of us went macs to buy takeaways since we gt time to wait for the shuttle bus
apparently the ex-4e [yifei, yitkhai, shaun] guys met one of their ex-classmates, and started to niao for a while lol
boarded shuttle bus, had TCS, ryan also said dewei joining us later

sia la, the bungalow chalet v big le, 4 bedrooms!!! [oso v far frm entrance but tts not the pt =.=]
went to kbox
i nvr bring enuf $$$ so the rest had to pay for me sry guys, v grateful for nt leaving me out ><

the cost included snacks and drinks [cost for drinks by itself = scam zzz, $6 for mineral water?!?!?!] which yifei and i ate the majority of since both of us didnt actually planned to sing lol
dewei came afterwards after his bowling ball lol [since we planned to go bowling afterwards]
sang [or slacked in my case] frm 2 - 7+
lol yitkhai gt abit of sore throat after for singing alot lol
summore they gave us chips and nuts and fried stuff for snacks, not the auto way to get sore throat ah =.=

went bowling afterwards
2 games for 4.50 each since we didnt bring any member card or anything lol
lol i muz brush up on my bowling skills -.-
played till 8+
went back chalet to eat dinner and slack
ryan's parents made bbq for dinner! so nice =)
slacked awhile after such a fun outing
heh planned to night cycle later =)
so after dinner we rested, ryan helped in cooking more food, yitkhai was reading alkene notes, i was nua-ing ard, the rest were playing hearts lol

decided to go night cycling to old changi hospital and back! =D
sia la, 2nd time cycling on 2 wheels [1st time was during pri sch gathering wif bufan, hansen, guenyik, laykit, edmund ++ (sry if i forgot who else went =/) in uhh sec3? zzz my memory juz fails me =.= they were TEACHING me how to cycle lol] so haha nw i can tell them their efforts werent wasted XD

ryan oso juz learnt how to cycle, he learnt it last yr, but only managed to put it into practice that day lol =D
so all 7 of us cycled ard, trying to get to main rd and then go old changi hospital
the ride was v eventful la
ryan's knee suddenly pain while we trying to reach main road, he and dewei went back to chalet ><
stopped at our 1st petrol station to meet up and discuss directions, and buy drinks =p
chionged uphill to reach 1, then dewei and ryan joining us again \o/, making yifei and yitkhai [they went back since dewei and ryan dunno where we went to] have to go uphill 2nd time =x

haha so 7 of us reunited once again, cycled summore
-cue more TCS and chionging and discussion of bicycle formations- hahahahahaha so fun
then shaun's bike chain stuck, we gt down frm our bikes and fixed the bike wif the random wooden STICK
haha, dewei was juz saying 'i need sth long and strong to push the chain out', then the STICK appeared lol
lack of light, so yifei used his phone vid function to provide light, and inadvertently took vid of the whole process lol
success, he uploaded it to facebk, but sian idk how to post the link here le =/

haha we successfully fixed the bike \o/
so we continued our journey to och lol
-cue more cycling and some misdirections =/ -

reached old changi hospital after quite some time, there quite spooky frm entrance le, the narrow staircase....
haha more random chatter and decisions on where to take photo lol
then we decided to go diff route back to chalet
-cue more cycling and numb butts lol-

haha the changi stretch was imba, nearly straight road for abt 10+km?
then ryan fell down! and rolled awhile on the grd =O
but thank God, he only suffered a small abrasion on his right knee =)
wiped off the blood then got on his bike again, and we continued cycling
yifei then decided to play music wif his portable speakers lol
v gd le, help us gauge distance by volume of music XD
-cue more cycling and halfnaked bodies since we were perspiring like crazy-

to be continued...

280809

2009-08-28T22:00:00.002+08:00

hehe quite a fun day today

learnt abt cancer during bio lecture
more spammage of bio tutorials -.-

pe was mass dance
heh my class imba all the guys and 4-5 girls didnt do lol
in the end our class left 10 girls to dance =x
sian i feel a tinge of guilt
bcos afterwards we went to play squash ><

gp lesson was abt ethics and euthanasia...
quite alot of chim qns to ask abt
and ms kim said those who attempted the 1st qn for essay test aka 'there are no winners in war. discuss' did v badly
i m one of them O_O
KO-ed

maths lecture on sigma notation = dun get it -.-
break b4 ct, lets juz sum up that it was quite fun, considered the BRIDGE of HEARTS lololol

ct session was fac meeting
blah-ing abt promos and abt fac outing lol
muz start studying ><

went for pickup awhile after sch
quite happy juz to see ppl flicking the disc again =D
anyway its yongquan's bday today! XDDDDD \o/

muz catch up on sleep and work =x gg

270809

2009-08-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

lol my class is hooked on poker card games i tell u XD
tai-ti, hearts, bridge....
to quote patrick aka boss: 'we were clearing our ~~hand~~ work...'

haha 18/30 for vectors lecture test, nt bad lo!
-revised all academic expectations downwards in jc- HA!

early release on wed....normal???
but then ms yang leaving sch =/
which means change tutor nxt yr
sian, hav to adapt to new teaching methods again -.-

did more surveys in high sch wif yitkhai during pw lesson today....nt bad le, quite productive
didnt noe high sch juniors so enthu abt doing surveys for jc eh? lolololol XD

had rxn kinetics for chem prac today
had to do some iodine-thiosulphate-dilute sulfuric acid experiment thing =/
to be done in pairs, so i did the expt wif yifei [or rather he did it since i agreed to tank the GP assignment lol]
had to mix the reactants tgt and find time taken for color change
so i juz pressed the stopwatch, then yifei was clearing the workbench while swirling the conical flask
then oops, he nearly dropped his measuring cylinder into the sink
...and juz when he managed to 'save' his measuring cylinder frm dropping, the mixture changed color o.0
epic la i tell u

...speaking of which, the lecturer for halogenoalkanes [ms meta lee, i think] used 'epic fail' and 'noob' on herself during lecture on wed hahaha v funny in the way she said it XD

had early dismissal on wed and thurs.....sth's nt right....

-the broken shards of trust...-

260809

2009-08-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

wad a hectic wk -.-

still trying to find a way to see the good in everyone....

promos in 5wks+ o.0

muz buck up soon... ><

240809

2009-08-24T21:16:00.003+08:00

it sucks to be confused =/

i THOUGHT i had a productive wk-end
but it turns out i forgot to do the chem online quiz on isp

everytime i think i hav completed something, something else will juz come along and smack me in the face for not doing zzz

gt owned by econs lecture test today, dun wan to talk abt it =/
maths test tmr

zzz, keep oversleeping on the bus on the way home these few days sia -.-

haiz dunno wad to talk abt alrdy la, seeing the 'proliferation of new media' =.=
gimme ideas or u'll see no updates =/
dunno wad to write la D<
overdesiring rly burdens the soul...

150809

2009-08-15T20:31:00.002+08:00

haha wad a eventful wk

my class is hooked on hearts lol
then one day after school we played hearts
objective of game is not to get any hearts [1 pt each] or queen of spades [13 pts o.0]
if u get ALL of them u shoot the moon, giving other players 26 points each
so basically all of us tried to shoot the moon
gt 1 game russell, yifei, me and daren [i think, cant rly rmb ><]
russell, being the sneaky one, wanted to shoot the moon
so we attempted to force out queen spades
then russell self-fragged himself by giving himself the queen spade, garnering him 13 pts
then the nxt round someone [yifei i think] 'ate' the ace of hearts, while russell threw down 7 of spades
there goes his chance to shoot the moon, and getting 13 pts for no reason lololol

the nxt game a few more 4e'08 ppl joined in, yifei and i continued playing
hahaha then darren and kah hong were arguing how they could shot the moon for the previous round
then kah hong tore the corner of 4 of spades when darren was taking it away frm him to show us his theory
lolololol then we laughed like crazy tt time la
the irony of situation XD
then we decided to take pic of the epic-ness
gathered all the spades and the 4-s of the other suits
then put king of hearts in the photo oso [to hint at the 'culprit' since initials of Kah Hong was KH - King Heart ]

lololol owned

slack day day for fri
had 'stress management' for CT session
ok la, quite fruitful
but the best thing was tt i managed to fold sth zai out of 6 pieces of survey paper =x
hmm, muz find chance to showcase haha
saw cca mates play frisbee pickup on fri
sian, my pe shirt too dirty and smelly frm earlier pe lesson so cant go D:

haiz still no mood to study
anyway gt new online card game, introduced by randy

http://www.elementsthegame.com/

dun try if u v easy to be addicted lol XD

100809

2009-08-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

lol holiday after national day...hmm

=/ supposed to meet randy and co. to flick frisbee at bukit panjang
yongquan, brandon and randy
then suay suay the weather so cooling and nice that i overslept
supposed to meet at 10am
woke up at 9.40++ =.=
so i gobbled down my breakfast, changed and chionged there lol
in the end reached there abt 10.45++ =.=
flicked frisbee until abt 12 liddat

went nearby coffeeshop to slack
-cue niao-ing session of randy-
ok cannot divulge =p
then yongquan went off after that, he say go home mug le
sia la so studious
sian i btr mug too lol

the 3 of us then went to randy's hse to 'mug'
brandon didnt bring hmwk, he no mood to do lol
randy wanted to do eom
lol in the end we alternated btwn poker and comp
oops
hey, at least i gt some exercise
and i didnt noe how to do maths tut 6d lor =/

randy introduced the stupid online addictive card game zzz
muz. control.
cant. play. so. much ><

see la, nvr get anything done
gg-ed ._.

070809

2009-08-07T17:13:00.002+08:00

o.0 juz realized today is 7/8/09 lol ascending order

had national day celebrations today
hmm this yr the parade and celebration v short, ended at ard 9++ o.0
lol athena gt the 2nd flr in hall [for celebrations]
only had malay dance and song session then dismissed? o.0

threw the frisbee for a while wif chongwei then went home
dang...still no mood to do work ><

no mood to update oso =/ zzz

020809

2009-08-02T20:09:00.002+08:00

=) thx for all ur concerns friends

feeling much btr nw
nv blog for so long liao =x

cant think of wad to write le
some things are juz btr off nt said =/

had GEMS on fri haha
long overdue liao frm b4 jun hols to nw lol
but haha, our GEMS was to learn how to cook chicken chop in high sch canteen =D
the auntie v nice la =)
hotplate ftw
instant mashed potato ftw
shredding cucumbers ftw
xtra food ftw =p

hehe had a rly fun time there
and i actually laughed o.0
go see the pics on facebk XD

had photo-taking for sis graduation, nw she muz b called DR. Yeo 'grins'
lol the photographer's commands of turning and tilting head, telling us to make our chin higher, ++
spammage of pics
hehe men rly do look gd in suits
but so stuffy =/
and i actually smile btr if i show my teeth, or else my smile will like scowl instead lol, bcos v unnatural XD

haha tecky had long msn convo wif me telling me to cheer up
thx tecky!
haha pre-empted ur lame joke! =p

but the chem test tmr...'headdesk'

280709

2009-07-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

the repercussions of LOA = spammage of makeup tutorials and tests

haiz...confused
paranoia ftw la
frm my pov, i gt the nagging feeling that ppl r avoiding me...
keeping away frm me, giving short replies juz to accommodate me liddat

every comment seems to have a double meaning for me nw
who to trust? when any of the people ard u can juz backstab u so easily?

talents? i hav talents? well i dun seem to find any
all i find within myself are flaws
the half-empty glass of water...
so i shud juz shut up and keep to myself since nobody wants me ard anyway

170709

2009-07-17T21:54:00.003+08:00

lol wad a eventful day
9 ppl frm my class nv come sch today
all sick nia
then the rest of us oso nt feeling well

halfway thru gp lesson teacher call kaiyun go back bcos she came into contact wif a h1n1 victim
then afterwards someone alerted wanchu aka ct rep tt chengyan [who was sick earlier] is confirmed case for h1n1 liao
LOL we kana sent back home! =D
reached at 1+ lolololol

but then yifei saddest, he thurs after chem lab nt feeling well liao
then today his bday, only to find out he fell sick, and worse, unconfirmed case of h1n1 zzz
i gt 38.xx degrees after i reached home x.x
see doc, doc juz gimme tamiflu juz in case, + other medicine for fever, cough etc.
$85 wts
ah well, u cant put a price on health anyway =/

liddat then shaun, patrick and i missed frisbee elections lolololol
quite pleased wif the results =D

jiaming - capn
melvin, cynthia - vice-cap
tess- treasurer
welfare - xinyu
secatary - evelyn
PTFI - yongquan [lol he auto walkover, nxt yr the guys prolly hav to do 400 pushups....commando style rofl]
QM - shengjie

all the best for 09/10 frisbee EXCO!!! =DDDD

nw....to get well....><

160709

2009-07-16T21:26:00.002+08:00

lol this wk has been ...somewhat productive

bio SPA ytd was fail,
if it wasnt for yifei i think i gg alrdy
'eh? u nv put benedict's reagent into ur samples? then how u get results? lolololol'

i blur king man, did everything wrongly
quantity wrong, water bath wrong, NV PUT REAGENT WHEN IT IS THE POINT FOR FOOD TEST -.-
and i was still thinking, y no results ah? headdesk -.-

i gonna die for SPA ><
no no muz stay +ve DD:

tecky's bday today! =D
guenyik's bought an imba chocolatey chocolate cake for him
had his name on it summore
but then alot of ppl nv turn up DD:
bufan aka awesome pangseh-ed D<
so we decided to niao his facebook alias
bcos they nv accept his real name
so he had to put a 'tan' in front of his name to set up fb acc lolololol
ya, so when tecky cut the cake, 'concidentally' gt a portion wif 'tan' on it =D
matt yang decided to take pic, then tag bufan wif it heheh

had frisbee EXCO interview b4 tt
sia la, they go use the questionnaire tt we fill up to zham us wif qns
some of the qns were work related, others were abt ....politics -.-
uhh...i dun think i did well le ><
see how ba

and yes, guenyik forgot to bring the lighter back wif her
and nw i hav it! -pyromaniac tendencies unleashed!- muahahaaha

120709

2009-07-12T22:41:00.001+08:00

mere words can help or harm,
such a fact, does it not cause alarm?
a mean word said out of turn,
can cause a person in hell to burn.

110709

2009-07-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

lol had e-learning by sch earlier this wk bcos of h1n1 worries
....which was quite ineffective, given the fact tt they postponed sabbaticals instead of blocks =.=
....so much for curbing close contact against h1n1 since most of us were packed in the hall for blocks anyway -.-
....and that the e-learning was umm...unproductive
for maths they juz read out directly frm the notes -.-

mon was youth day hol, tues and wed was e-learning
so only gt sch on thurs and fri
haha somehow i actually look forward to sch again
able to crap ard wif frens and all, to throw frisbee too! XDDDD
held our promised [but >1mth overdue] bday celebration for guenyik at haagen daz at jp after sch on thurs =D
bufan, being awesome as he is, took guitar exam beforehand lol
shennan came after lessons
edmund arrived juz in time after peer tutoring at bukit merah ....to go home bcos it was quite late liao =x
matt yang and tecky went off to eat dinner after that
hansen took the train home
took bus home wif awesome and edmund

fri, had squash for pe
girls in class gt zhammed by pe teacher bcos they nv folo instructions to do warmup run [which is to run frm side gate of jc side to out gate of high sch side, quite short le, +- 100m? =/]
news of interjc being pushed forward from its postponementto nxt wk, so interjc tmr [saturday] lol
happy~~~ flicked ard after sch 'grins'
jiajie and i gt volunteered by marcus to transport food on sat rofl
gotta go sch early on sat

interjc on sat, which is today
wah sian, rained in the morn, felt like nua-ing the day away luh
but then gt duty to do, muz bring food to ppl
went to sch to collect food packets wif jiajie and senior shaun/shawn [sp]
then took taxi all the way to sengkang field there
lol driver see us carrying big plastic bags containing the food auto wait by the road o.0
heard 'boom boom pow' on the taxi's radio on the way there -.-
took abt 1hr frm sch to sengkang field

j1 team play wasnt....desirable, frm wad i saw, nt enuf communication, over-eagerness to score, among many factors, caused them not to win
we muz try harder!!! DDDD<
but they won 'best spirited team' overall =DDDD happy~~
and j2 team in top 3 XD
sia la, nw we muz improve by a LARGEEEEE margin to maintain the standards set
i m sure we can do it!! GOGOGO!!! =DDDDD
ate kfc wif jiajie, jiaming, nicholas since we didnt wan to go vermonster lol, then go home lor
and ya, muz thank God i reached home b4 it rained =) the lightning lit up the whole sky luh, cool yet dangerous ><
ah yes, reminds me of the rainbow after interjc, nice
nature is simply beautiful....
....but man has come to ruin it D:

am i content to be juz an observer?

030709

2009-07-03T23:32:00.003+08:00

IT'S OVER!!!!
...for me zzz

blocks over liao
but bleah, bet i hav to go sch remedials liao la
i happy if i pass all my subjects man
today bio paper suay suay missed out 1 pg worth 6m
aiya no pt brooding over it oso
zi-bei-fy myself over blocks oso no pt since ummm....no pt zi-bei-fy-ing over blocks liao [woah gotta use btr words, 4 hyphens in a word gosh o.0]

cmon i wan to get the granite mouse wif map so tt i can go whisker woods in mousehunt D:
tomato for restaurant city so i can lvl up
randy not to keep spanking me on 'friends for sale' [nvm i gonna wedgie him wif my pets frm nw on >D]
lol this is wad happens after blocks
stoning / camping on facebook
suxs le, actually, i become no-lifer D:
cant go play frisbee alone, no 1 living near me lol, family too bz wif their own stuff zzz
no motivation to run le
hmmm...

e-learning on nxt tues and wed pls
well...even more comp time
my eyesight gonna b ko-ed at this rate X.X [or actually, this emoticon : O.O bocs of the thick specs i gonna wear hahahahah]

sometimes, u know wad u dun wan to do, but u still do it
DDDDDD:

i have this nagging feeling tt ppl dun exactly want me to be around them, or have no intention of talking to me or acknowledge my presence...hmm... ='(

260609

2009-06-26T22:27:00.002+08:00

the dreaded day [or week] looms ever nearer... ><

finally went for training today lol
ran 10 rounds ard jc field D:
did drill on throwing, catching, communication etc.
zzz gotta improve on my backhand hucks =/

watched frens play match
suay suay sit in shade, but then kana ant's nest DDDD:
like 2 mins later then i realized my whole right foot and boot swarmed wif ants
ok la, i think is the ants bite my leg like crazy then i realized =.=
painful and irritating sia, they swarm like crazy la
but no matter, the FINGERS [or hand] saved the day
cutting [i mean squashing] a swathe of destruction across my feet, letting none escape
turn my socks inside out, knock my shoes, while my appendages spam kill
i made them regret they ever crawled on me DDDDD<
tt was the interesting pt [or most 'memorable' =.=] time of today zzz

went coro /golden rooster for lunch
but then gt ppl complain that we made alot of noise [which is totally untrue, we didnt make noise like those sitting on PROPER TABLES zzz]
sitting on the flr alrdy so ke3 lian2 liao still chase us away ='(
in the end go back sch to eat lor
jiajie wanted to eat at coro and go home, then nw had to walk back to sch wif his bag to eat instead =.=
worse, we forgot part of our orders [we mass order ma, dun ~disturb the ppl there~ -.-]
so jiajie juz volunteered to take back the missing packets lor, so nice =)

mugged awhile wif frisbee ppl
tecky overslept again hahahah
he reached sch then i went to mug wif him and yitkhai
\o/ thx to yitkhai, i noe more abt implicit dy/dx, and chem -- why atomic radius decrease across periods, and why effective nuclear charge will increase
yes, i noe <1wk to blocks and i still dunno these basic stuff =.=
-cue fanfare of failure- zzz

mugged frm noon liddat to dinnertime - new personal best achieved lol =.=
but still on maths and a bit of chem? die, nv achieve objectives of studying econs ><

nua-ed the night away =x

230609

2009-06-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

<1wk to blocks =x

lol had a lazy morning
tried to do gp bklet and maths revision
result: FAIL =.=
too many reasons to slack liao hahaha

went out wif sis to eat lunch at hawker ctr opposite my hse
ate sliced fish soup \o/
but then the auntie added so much pepper to the soup until i needed the pineapple juice to negate the burning sensation D:
sis had no appetite, had the feeling of vomiting, so juz drink pineapple juice
then after tt take $$$ frm me to buy mac cheeseburger evm LOL
then she eat the fries only =.=
ok la, actually i asked her to buy the burger for me =p
then halfway after eating, she vomited the fries =.=
well, in a liquidish form of coz, into the plastic bag holding the coke D: [of coz we took out the coke b4hand luh =.=]

so err yea, finished everything tts left bcos i was still feeling wee bit hungry
oso my downfall la
halfway on the way home vomited almost everything out....
....on the grass beside the footpath oops ><
forgot to take the plastic bag used for holding the fries to umm....puke into
so this happened like 3 times =.=
chain rxn D<

result: lunch outing = imba phailllll D<

well, juz reached home, wanted to go toilet rinse mouth [stupid stomach acid taste, bleah]
then saw a bamboo pole trying to reach for a pair of jeans that [fortunately] landed on a bamboo pole outside my kitchen window
apparently the pair of jeans belonged to the person living directly above us, sumhow dropped and landed+ hung on the bamboo pole outside my window
so yea, the person was frantically trying to get it back
lol then my sis rushed by and quickly attempted to attach the jeans[ which included a hanger wif clip] back onto the bamboo pole that was lowered, while thinking how to stop the whole contraption frm dropping down all the way to the grd flr
lol, since gt peg on the bamboo pole, my sis stabilized the jeans and hanger, while i juz use the peg to jam the whole thing frm dropping

lol saved the day+pair of jeans+ took our minds off the fail lunch
nua-ed the rest of the day ><

another false hope given by moe zzz
sch starts as usual =.=

170609

2009-06-17T21:07:00.002+08:00

lol went swimming wif bufan and weijie
~~but skipped frisbee pick-ups, oops =x~~

lol time to go improve stamina, again
swam a lap, slacked, talked crap, swim again
that cycle quite fun le

went to wave pool, jacuzzi, blablabla
all at jurong swimming complex \o/
80c, much cheaper than wild wild wet which costs abt $16 =.=
and jurong swimming complex gt btr slides, kfc, etc
conclusion: jurong swimming complex > www

lunch-ed at nearby hawker ctr

anyway, we then decided to play bball after tt since we all knew we would hav no mood to mug if we went home anyway =/
went bufan's hse to get bball-s, while he shun4 bian4 shower at home
stoned in his room, weijie did weight-lifting wif bufan's weights
planned to go petrol station on the way to the bball court near my hse to pump air
walked to the place where we ate to buy drinks at the bargain shop [hot weather, and since it was on the way]

reached the petrol station, only to find out no needle, and conversion only frm kPa and PSI, whatever that is, bcos it was for car tyres O_O
then dunno who accidently press to pump, then a loud 'psss' sound could be heard, but nvr pump ball bcos no needle to jab into the ball zzz

in the end lent air pump frm timothy at parc oasis
o.0 he was dy/dx-ing, while we play bball
sian y everyone so mug 1? D:
i feel....gg-ed

lazy to walk back to the bball court near my hse, so juz play at parc oasis clubhse's bball court lor
relax, its juz a halfcourt luh
played horse, bullet, abc....since we only gt 3 ppl, cant do much

abt 4+, another 3 guys came then we juz play against them lor, won 5-2 =D
decided to leave then,
went home to bathe and stuff
zonked out on the bed until dinnertime
and i still typing blog post
so much for revision plans =.=
ko-ed D:

150609

2009-06-15T22:06:00.003+08:00

this suxs
my revision schedule is gg-ed
i gotta MUG D:

1wk to transformers 2: revenge of the fallen \o/
who wants go watch? =D
~~although i shud b studying zzz =.=~~

gotta find a place conducive for studying liao ><

040609

2009-06-04T21:32:00.002+08:00

lol so much for staying at home during hols =/
went to sch for maths tutorial
supposed to be abt 1.5hrs, frm 11am to 12.30pm

in the end did maths and stuff until ....late 6pm -.-
win ._.

lol learnt a new form of chess frm tecky today
gai4 qi1 ? 'cover chess'
lol u r supposed to flip all chinese chess pieces face-down, put them on one side of the 'map'
then flip over and see wad u can do wif the pieces
u can either move a piece, flip a piece, or 'eat' a piece, but only one action
the 'jiang' can eat everything except 'bing'
and the order goes on...'shi' can eat everything except 'jiang'
'xiang' able to eat everything else except 'shi' and 'jiang'
....and the order goes on...
so effectively, u juz kill the 'bing'-s of the opposing side, then ur oppo is gg-ed XD

it seems tt everyone is looking at me thru despising eyes.... ='(

300509

2009-05-30T16:22:00.002+08:00

wah so long nv blog liao
last wk of term2 was anything but slack la

subject tests, rush of handing up hmwk, more holiday hmwk
gt owned for lecture tests anyway zzz

losing motivation to study liao
anyway finally passed my 2.4km run ytd
but still gotta train luh, my timing still suxs
13 #@%#%@ mins zzz

ct session was finally, for once, wasnt boring
acapella performance = thumbs up =D
had frisbee training after tt
ran another 2.4 -.-
i bet over the course of matches and all, sure run more than 5km liao zzz
i btr go train my catching skills, missed 3 discs D:

like, wads the point in doing all these? ...

250509

2009-05-25T22:01:00.002+08:00

bad things always happen in succession, dont they....

i have the feeling that ppl are intentionally avoiding me, or try to get away frm me as quickly as possible =/
why? ><

so much for the last wk of term
teachers all spam tests =.=

the 2nd trailer for transformers 2 v nice le
but then its in theatres only on 24/6
tts like, so close to block tests
sian...
ah well, who wants go watch with me? =D

200509

2009-05-20T21:28:00.004+08:00

csm today

after 4yrs of being trapped in the terraces area,
i managed to get out of it this yr =D

at 1st, many ppl managed to get out of there bcos npcc barricade wasnt set up yet
zao-ed to scout den to do maths
lol bufan, weijie and samuel were alrdy there slacking alrdy
slack until gt 1 teacher shout frm below abt him knowing tt there were ppl nearby
dunno if he was referring to us anot
nevertheless we managed to zao
attempted to sneak back but fail
went nearer and nearer to the terraces area
piak, suddenly caught within npcc barricade area zzz
bummed ard looking for a way to get away frm the hot sun and people
met up wif alex though
he needed to do gp summary
ha, managed to find a gd way to sneak off [cant tell here if nt they'll block it nxt yr too =/]
camped in a classrm to continue on my maths
ahhh....aircon lol
went to meet zhang quan at src resource rm
say....its quite comfy there le, aircon, sofas, computers, tables to study on
lol saw senior class slacking on 2nd flr of src oso XD

decided to go eat lunch wif randy
couldnt watch xmen origins bcos he had last min guitar exco results meeting at 3pm =.=
to randy: sry if i pissed u off bcos i was quite sian at tt time, then keep calling u 'pangseh kid' >< to jereld: sry for making u walk wif us ard sch, then in the end no lunch tgt =/
i keep screwing up everything everywhere i go, dont i? =/

so randy and i camped at tecky's class bench to do more work while tecky was preparing for chem aa
attempted to do maths but cmi la
no mood to do alrdy then
after tt met laykit and her frens and decided to go for guitar[3]/green club [3] / 4j [2] / jps 6a [2]/ ++ lunch tgt
randy brought chinese chess along to play haha
went to thai noodle house to eat [and play chinese chess =D]
played 3 games, i won, lost, then the game gone case bcos:
randy only had 'jiang' , 1 'ma' and 1 'xiang',
then i had 'jiang', 2 'shi', 1 'xiang' and 1 'radical bing'
by then, all of us eat finish liao, and the game would hav taken too long =/
so errr...draw? =/
took bus frm coro bustop, minying had to cross over to take bus home, the rest went back to sch

i'm telling u, sleeping on the bus feels like it takes a long time [gd thing] even though its only abt 10-20mins?
i've gotta be more umm...jovial
i wonder if i m being a gd fren to others...><
sometimes i want to help, but i somehow dunno how to help effectively D:
i m finding it hard to communicate my ideas effectively to ppl nw
muz learn to be more patient and considerate ><
wad to do? D:

180509

2009-05-18T22:26:00.002+08:00

2x lecture test today
KO-ed

didnt manage to finish maths [c'mon la, whoever completed = imba mugger + fast writer]
demoralised for the rest of the day =/
bio tut was surprisingly ok....managed to have a period where ms. yang was in a gd mood
...or maybe she understands the trauma of juz coming out frm a lecture test XD
so didnt get into trouble when i forgot to do tut =x

nt rly interested in the chem lecture bcos of the looming econs lecture test the nxt period =/
dun rly understand rate of rxn or sth liddat?
frisbee gang crashed our class since we sitting at top row at the back XD

died-ed at econs lecture
cigarettes for case study? gg
hope my -ve externality diagram is correct =x

yay +ve comments for GPP, 'well done' leh :D
but then nw we nid to find a SINGLE case study for our proposal
._.

went to support volleyball team after sch
wahlau, purposely make compulsory so we cant pon D<
but oh well, its gd tt we went
bcos our volleyball team gt champs =DDDD
[half-day pls >D]
our team gt 11-pt lead against nyjc for 1 set o.0
but then gt sth weird le
dunno y i juz look ard b4 the match started, then suddenly found laykit in the big crowd, sitting beside jiawen
but wad were the chances la
1 big crowd, 1 person
spooky ><

wahlau at 1st yunhao, yifei, patrick and i + 8 other girls wanted to take councillors bus back to sch....but then after we asked, the councilor say the bus left alrdy, nid wait till 5.30pm for nxt one
at tt pt in time was 4.30pm
lol, oh well
in the end the guys took mrt back, thru north-south line
yunhao, yifei and me stopped at bukit batok to eat at west mall bcos we didnt eat lunch =O
yunhao ate ramly burger
yifei and i ate mos burger, there goes my savings again =/

overall a day to be rmb-ed [bcos of the stupid lecture tests, 2 of them summore D<]
gt training tmr, btr go sleep liao =.=

170509

2009-05-17T18:24:00.002+08:00

read many of my fren's blogs
lol all of them sian of sch
too many expectations to meet
too many commitments to adhere to
too many activities they desire to do, but cant

adults and grown-ups all claim it is all for our good, for our future
rly?

not when it is forced, imo
not when they set limits on wad we do
i m nt saying there shudnt b any limits at all
but they shud somehow relax the restrictions
forced education, isnt learning
like wad einstein said: 'education is what remains after we have left school'
how much, of the info we gain in sch-s, do get used in our work life, daily life, social life?

if society dictates what we shud do, then i say change the society
success shud not b measured in terms of monetary means, or by wad possessions u hav
such views are materialistic, and do not contribute our mental and spiritual well-being
the reason y there are so many problems in this world is bcos each person is trying too hard to amass possession for himself/herself

so, wad do u bring wif u after u die, and leave this trouble-filled world behind?
nothing, except your own soul

Job 1:21 -> 'And said, Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.'

Luke 9:25 -> 'For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?'

why?

160509

2009-05-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

wow so long nv update =/

tues:
frisbee training on zone def
learning to use cup as zone d
chin teck, chong wei, danette were on same bus home as me
slept on the bus [as usual]
nearly missed my stop and continued sleeping if chong wei didnt nudge me awake
thanks for nudging =D
too tired la =/

wed: cant rmb much, sian
see la? if u dun update regularly this is wad happens =.=

thurs: watched vid on natural disasters for pw bcos it's related to emergency
screwed up chem AA, esp theory ='(
having mental block suxs la
stoned at sch bcos of strings concert in evening
attempted to do bio prac but end up playing chinese chess instead =.=
i m a noob late-gamer =/
anyway was playing wif yifei, managed to use my 'xiang' to take out his 'che'
but then later part of the game BOTH my 'che'-s gt taken out by his 'xiang'-s
sian my lousy positioning of pieces zzz

met up wif randy and ziliang to eat dinner at coro bcos we were going to support xiong chen at strings concert lol
melvin and bryan were alrdy there
wanted to eat at golden rooster but then too many ppl -.-
went 2nd flr restaurant to eat
boom. there goes my $$$ =.=
cheelum oso joined us there, lol said tt his class getting a bunch of bananas for hao meng [his fav fruit ma] rofl
we decided to get a bouquet for xiong chen hahaha
everyone took turns to carry it on the way back to sch XD
plucked a wayside flower for larry o.0
i still wonder who melvin bought flowers [separate] for....haha ok dun niao liao =)

alex and philemon oso attended the concert
ha, encore-s works
we made them play the last piece again muahahaha
i like the 2nd song, tune was sombre and solemn
spammed pics of 4j again =D
went wif alex to eat dinner at the market near our hse
i juz drank juice while waiting
yikes, still havent send alex 'tongue tied' after he lost it =/
y he nt on9 on msn 1? -.-
overall a eventful day =D

fri: nuked my gp essay, dunno wad i was crapping abt =/
ct session was CEO msg
quite sian bcos he was reiterating on stuff like academics and health precautions against H1N1 virus -.-
apollo gt segregated to lt3 while the 3 other facs were in audi
lol elitist?
ah well, finally gt to sit on a chair in audi this time lol

sian rain spoilt the day bcos no frisbee training
in the end only theory, and captains telling us to train push pass and scuba[sp?]
see nelson vs tiansheng for chinese chess while for the rest to go frisbee dinner
lol tiansheng gt owned even though nelson only had 1 'che', 1 'xiang', 1 'shi' and the 'jiang'
while tiansheng had a 'pao', 2 'che'-s [his def gt cleared by nelson]
lol positioning of pieces rly does matter
bcos nelson juz used his 'che' and 'jiang' to win the game, and tiansheng couldnt move his pieces back in time to block =O
hurray we could nw go eat bcos we were waiting for the game to end
heard tt hansen lost bcos of double 'pao' in a game he was playing nearby
ouch.
ate at serene macs [again D:]
overall very fun bcos of all the convo-s going on
was talking abt khai chien and how all his belongings owns us bcos he's v rich
apparently for one of the 4L gatherings, his budget for cake was $100 o.0
owned.
siewying, e-hui, nelson, shaun, oli, tiansheng went to island creamery after macs
nutella flavoured icecream exists? o.0
v nice, but oso v ex -.-
left once the guys started talking abt dota bcos it was late and i wouldnt have understood what they were yakking abt bcos i nv play dota -.-

sat: managed to replace my ezlink and library card
total cost came to abt $40++
stupid guy who took my bag zzz
waste my family's resources
crap, i btr go study nw, i hate lecture tests D:

110509

2009-05-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

still hurt over the loss of my wallet and h/p =/
gt a new pair of cleats/ boots today, since the last pair's soles gt ripped off during match zzz

hoping against hope that some shred of kindness would show thru
but i highly doubt so...

i gotta get to know ppl btr...

090509

2009-05-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

eventful and tiring day today =/

went for frisbee competition at acs[i]
researched on directions for the wrong building
lucky met derric while trying to ram thru hdb estate
lol derric was meeting patrick who lived nearby
called patrick to hurry up bcos pat was gonna b late, and he told pat i was wif him, then patrick didnt believe it....until he came out of the lift rofl
-cue explanations on how i gt there-
kengboon didnt realize he was living so near the ac building, juz opposite his hse -.-

lol sneaky noobs, they let u send as many teams as possible
y? bcos they make u self-frag during prelims XD
we didnt go for last wk prelims bcos of sch
so had prelims today
then look at the match-ups,
eh y we going against our own hc teams ah? =.=

did some quick adjustments, then went ahead wif the game
yay won the 1st 2 games of self-fragging
against other schs then start to get owned ._.
didnt manage to score ac teams bcos they used cup def against us zzz
then during break, the team who played against us go tell the other team to do the same =.=

in the end only the j2 teams gt in [duh]
casualties abounded
yang quan: imba leg cramp until he had to be stretcher-ed out ><
shijie: near to outbreak of leg cramp
hence, the importance of stretching b4 a game =)

yay even though we didnt get top 3, at least managed to see how other teams play and stuff
srsly, they layout 'like there was a mattress in front of them' - quoted frm some guy frm hc, cant rmb name ><
their communication and faking r quite gd too =/
time to step up on pt? ><

but of coz, no day ends happily for me
i lost my bag at the competition
the guy who took = once-i-find-u-i-m-gonna-make-sure-u-r-gg-fied-i-tell-u
my wallet and handphone all inside
there goes my savings and my ticket to strings concert nxt thurs
curses D<
'flails'
oh ya, my cleats' sole came off too
wad a suay day la zzz

but yet, the feeling of having help frm friends rly comforts u
all the frisbee ppl, [or most of them anyway =/] , put in effort to try to find my bag, console and comfort me, or even lend me clothes to change into, and $$ to take bus home
me really touched by such acts =')
it's thru adversity that u noe who ur frens rly are =)
dunno how to express my gratitude
thanks guys m(_ _)m

080509

2009-05-08T22:02:00.003+08:00

lol actually to re-run 2.4 but then gt rain
in the end our class had to go play table tennis for pe instead
then yunhao was like D< bcos he trains table tennis 5 days a wk bcos of competition, then nw go back there for pe lololol, his expression v funny la

ate high sch canteen since it was so near to high sch table tennis rm anyway
lol nw i m hooked on fruit juice frm high sch canteen
tried watermelon and honeydew....ahh shoik
nxt, honeydew juice, hit the right spot man =D
lol so u shud nv start on sth tt u noe u r gonna b addicted on XD
mmm, cant wait to drink fruit juice frm high sch canteen again lol

skip boring sch life, duh

frisbee training today was more matches again, but nw gt more tactics, and v confused on the field
jy to all the HC teams for tmr's match! =D
lol today i feel healthy, spam fruits, after training go drink strawberry milk, had oranges after dinner -.-

so thats like, 4 diff types of fruit in a day o.0
ok enuf, i shud learn to make a fruit salad, much easier to get fibre tt way rofl
time to sleep, 8.30am at acs(i) tmr for warm-ups and stuff =.=

there goes my chance to catch on sleep on the wkend
the sch hol on mon bcos of vesak day oso gone bcos of jts and gpp discussion wif my pw grp
deprived of sleep, tts wad i m =.=

060509

2009-05-06T21:03:00.002+08:00

lol released early today bcos of bmtc outing, 10am! =O

wah...the feeling of sleeping on the tour bus is v gd la
almost didnt want to get off the bus lol
juz to continue sleeping XD

the ferry trip there was quite...sian [bcos too jerky so i couldnt sleep =.=]
err ya la, tekong actually v big le
had tour ard tekong [cant say much bcos of security reasons]
but overall, it was quite informative
had talk by ex-HC senior XD
many things were improved, such as bunks, uniform and food =D

the hard tack biscuits were actually quite delicious, but dry
but hey, when u're starving in outfield training, u'll eat ANYTHING hahahaha
apparently the hard tack biscuits can transform to sponge cake when u add water to it o.0

SOC looks okay to me....except for Jacob's ladder, i scared i fall down when i chiong across =/
ah well, more motivation to train nw
[....although i highly doubt so =.=]

tried electronic live firing = fail
well, 1st time shooting anyway =/

having double feelings abt going NS nw,
anticipating : experiences to be made, friendships to be forged, lives to impact =D
dreading: the tekaning, power struggle, how to react to various situations, adapting to military life =/

lol slept on the way back to sch haha
the sch locked main gates bcos of swine flu threat, nearly caused a jam at bukit timah rd bcos of the long stream of buses carrying HC students back to sch frm tekong lol

ok sleepy....end here ba =.= zzz

040509

2009-05-04T22:45:00.003+08:00

ok quick update...mostly abt nth -.-

sia la may liao
wad hav i been doing wif my life?

i gotta manage my time btr! D:

go strings concert nxt thurs 14th may
xiong chen's last concert b4 [s]he flies to canada for further studies
wahlau, he finish jc education like 1yr+ earlier than the rest of us in hc
but not to worry folks, [s]he will be returning for NS!
lolol
u btr go ah, if nt i'll use my -currently- bald head to headbutt u
=.=

lol found the info frm jereld's blog
abt our PW tutor, Mr. Colin Cheong

http://www.nlb.gov.sg/IBMS/LKC/Collections/SingaporeAndSEA/SingaporePages/ExploreResources/Contributors/CilonChengBio.jsp

owned ._.

29/04/09

2009-04-29T19:50:00.003+08:00

so long nv post liao
the comp so slow and laggy until i cant do anything much when i use the comp
case in pt: today juz want check sabbac and facebk, guess how long it took the comp to juz load firefox?
1 hour
super waste time la

ok highlights of the wk
as usual, its teh frisbee training
ytd rained so heavy, first half of training we did nth except running ard, and sprints --- boring =.=
at least the rain stopped at abt 5+ i think
yay go field play
split up into our ACS[I] competition [on 9th may, muz support us le =D] team
patrick = hidden talent, he scored two goals for our team =DDDDDD
no like srsly, when he scored he looked like a goalie saving a ball =OOO

keng boon's hucks are imba
heehee, kept annoying the team, bcos they turnover, we juz quickly pick up when still -trying- to defend my teammates, and throw a deep disc into end zone, haha more often than not some guy would juz cut in and grab, hence 1 pt for us muahahahaa
alot of funny things can happen on the field

- jonny's hands clapped air when shaun threw a nice slow forehand near = the disc in our possession AGAIN hahahahaha

-3 ppl frm oppo team in our endzone, wif my teammates defending [so effectively 6 ppl squeezing in end zone =x], someone threw in a long throw [khai chien? cant rmb] 4 ppl missed, but then jiawen popped out of nowhere, but pancake-d the disc o.o
._. sneaky...

-oppo team's disc, shaun/yongquan handling [cant rmb =/], jiajie was marking khai chien [nearest guy to the handler in vertical stack], shouting sth to handlers after a screw-up or sth, the disc suddenly flew up, but aimed for center instead of the open side o.0 then jiajie still talking and piak, he D-ed the disc with juz a wave of his hand....epic la, its like he still yakking away then laxing laxing go block disc rofl

after quite a few games [wif my team winning] shaun juz kept hucking but then keep curving and turnover for us haha

my throws still quite screwed on the field le...and worse, a senior say i travel when i throw
KO-ed
muz improve quickly, game nxt sat liao
TEAM HCVI GO!

250409

2009-04-25T16:03:00.002+08:00

ahhh, nth like a frisbee training to perk me up
didnt rly care abt sch
screwed up my 2.4km =/
i gonna retake it =.=, the results too lousy liao

split up into our teams for upcoming ACS[I] competition for training
had melvin, nelson as team i/c-s =D
hehe apparently vertical stack quite gd to use
communication is key
my backhand is improving =D
at least some throws can make it liao
instead of 0% like last time lol
but still muz improve on tactics and stuff =/
jy for ACS(I) comp, frisbee mates!
[and ipod-s will be ours XD rofl]

230409

2009-04-23T21:49:00.004+08:00

well, i have recovered somewhat...
maybe it's best i stay alone
u know, damage control
not as not to spread the emo aura around =/
juz help out in whatever way i can in the backgrd and hope that someone notices lor
wad else can i do? =/

lagging behind in sch stuff sian...
lost my motivation to study and all liao
i need a spark or sth...hmm

210409

2009-04-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

intriguing, i prefer sleeping than my normal life
no, its nt rly the slack-ness of sleeping
its more of...a better environment to be in...

but no, i cant run away frm my troubles
forced to live a nightmare each day

to hide in the shadows
to lurk in the background
only to help when necessary
but no, they refute all that u hav done

you tried ur best, but yet they cruelly express ingratitude
i dont know wad ppl are thinking anymore
or maybe the layers of coldness, are all added by myself
do they rly mean wad they say? or maybe its juz those kind of 'model answer'
how abt sarcasm and double meaning
people will nv say wad they truly feel abt u right into ur face
they twist, they distort, everything comes out wif a hidden meaning each time
hypocrisy, has it pervaded our lives that much?
where are friends when u need them?

we live a world of variables.
so many points to consider
so many awkward situations
everyone has their own friends nw
i m juz the kind that is redundant
they would lead happier lives without me
but until my life's done, i regret that the people around me would have to bear this burden
why do u think so much?
why do things happen as they are?
why wont the voices in my mind juz shut up?
why wont dark thoughts flee frm my mind?
why?

160409

2009-04-16T20:05:00.003+08:00

sia la, so long nv update
couldnt think of wad to write exactly here =/

cant cram 1 wk worth of stuff here anyway, so juz write stuff that i can rmb off my head nw

i muz say, the frisbee coach is v nice [amicable nice, nt slack nice], and rly can teach us abt frisbee tactics =D

PI grp-s settled today, wif yit khai, vanessa, lin ying
haha the most gender balanced grp, 2 guys, 2 girls XD
1 grp gt 3 guys, the rest gt 1 guy each rofl XD
jy wif PW, A A A A!!!

somehow i dun look forward to sch....nv felt this way in high sch or pri sch...weird
i muz try to open up more
but even if i did, ppl will juz ignore me anyway =/
...so why bother?
no one rly cares at all...

wonder if i shud continue going for SYFC HCI prayer meetings anot....quite unproductive this wks, mayb bcos they planning for PlayMax [again another initiative which i m unsure to go...]
i m sure they can preach the gospel when the ppl r busily eating, or playing during the event....
commit all to God ba =/

090409

2009-04-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

lol lets start talking abt wed

8/4/09
had prayer meeting wif daniel wong [1 person only D:]
but yea, quite fruitful he shared frm deut 31, 1st few verses =)
hence, its a success!
although the others couldnt make it, but ya, nxt time ba =/

chem tut - went thru chem bonding tut, sneaked econ tut =x
econs tut - went thru wad we supposed to do, haha chionged finished in time XD
chem lecture - uhhh nearly dozed off again =/
bio lab - did expt on beetroot, bleah all my results so suck 1, the colour v diluted zzz

went for SAT briefing...didnt gain much AND i slept thru the latter part of the briefing ><
then go for VBC briefing, wah looks like i gt tough competitors le =/
gg lol muz self-psycho, i can do it DDDD<
lolol overslept on the bus on my home by 1 stop, heng sia =/
bought popiah for late lunch [4+ pm haha]

chionged finish 1st draft of PI and my part for econs ILP =D [elation!]
camped at restaurant city to get pts
lol i nid potato, sausages and bread for r city, gimme if u hav le D< my sis looking for flour oso XD willing to trade lol

ha, matt 4, insects 0
room getting swarmed by insects recently, probably bcos of the rainy weather these days zzz
but i managed to smite them all muahahaha
------------------------------------------------------------------------------
9/4/09
haha, dewei bought balloons, flowers, and a drink frm sweettalk bcos his gf bday today
owned ._.
that means nxt time i gotta get....
bleah dun wan to think abt it for nw, kills my brain cells
have to think if the gift is practical and what not le =/

maths tut- clarified abit more for maths tut, didnt noe inequalities is harder than i tot =/[ok nw i noe -.- but u get the idea luh...]

PW - as usual, my PI gt nuked by mr. Cheong [my ST] zzz, ah well, gotta learn frm mistakes lor =/ haha early release bcos mr. Cheong had some HDB inspection thing lol, but suay gt lecture, couldnt go makan zzz

econ lecture - die! forgot to bring market failure notes bcos i left it at home while doing ILP zzz, waste a piece of foolscap =x xin ying oso forgot to bring, and i slept in lecture AGAIN
hence i conclude that audi is sleep-inducing for me [snores] ahh tts btr =)

played chinese chess during break, managed to advance into dewei's 'base' bcos he carelessly lost his central 'pao' to me muahaha

chem ~~lab~~/tut - had chem mcq, and i still fail the test, [teacher went thru ans] bleah my chem suxs la

practised abit more frisbee, gt frisbee outing tmr at ecp le, quite far, dunno if i can make it ><
stoned ard in sch bcos i was gonna do campus evangelism wif the SYFC ppl
russell couldnt go bcos he had rugby =/
tagged wif jason to find ppl, used questionnaire to help start convo
results werent...that impressive
alot of ppl in sch use the Bible for general knowledge, but most dun rly believe the Gospel
so me sad ='(
feedback-ed to the ppl i/c, it seems that the SYFC ppl have approached quite alot of ppl in sch alrdy, tts a gd thing, raise awareness i suppose =)
haha daniel wong helped supplement another guy's preaching, gd to know he's doing a gd work for Christ =)

looked at kuan yew's [spelt correctly? hmm =/] diagram for the Gospel message, heh quite interesting and informative, and definitely gets ppl to think abt God and His salvation plan, nice

feedback was quite fruitful, i have to apply more of God's Word into my life, and stop being so selfish ><, and to tell others more abt Christ if i get the chance
i juz hope i dun mar the reputation of Christians by my lousy behaviour ><

i recognize and know so many ppl as friends....is that of God's plan in some way?
i m confused abt my role as a Christian student nw...
wad m i to do? ><

'matthew, dont slouch' -- cheelum
yea, i btr start getting my posture right too =/
thx for the feedback =)

met cynthia at bustop [we did campus e feedback there]
cynthia: wad r u doing here?
me: 'tells of campus e'
cynthia: oh...ok, wad bus u taking to go home?
me: 'pats imaginary bag', no bag how to go home? XD

after that marcus came along, and asked the same qn too bwahaha
so i sat the bench, did the action of imaginary bag again heehee
then, the 'j3' who came back to help [gg, i forgot her name, even tho she told me today D<, me lousy memory argggg] oso asked the same qn, of how m i gonna go home etc.
so i re-enacted the scene of imaginary bag again
quite hilarious when i think back heehee =D
~the imaginary bag~ :O

slept on the bus, as usual
ha, this time nvr miss stop, but then its bcos my neck cramp so woke up halfway =.=
yay, big sis bought salmon and swedish meatballs frm IKEA, yum yum <3

so many things to say, but then my brain juz fails me at the critical moment D:
i need more biological RAM zzz
i m still pondering on wads God's will for me in my sch life
so many aspects to consider.... =/
hmm...

070409

2009-04-07T22:42:00.002+08:00

council elections today
frankly, i dun rly care who gets in, so long they can handle tasks well and on time
of coz, talents is a bonus la
i dun see much positive hope for this yr's council though [sry for being a wet blanket, but tts juz my opinion =/]

haha at least skipped a few lessons muahaha
rained today, like the refreshing rain =D

frisbee training =D
sian forgot to bring boots, had a hard time running on wet grd =/
being a handler v chim le
i gotta buck up on my coordination and communication skills

having confused and negative thoughts =/
my brain juz shuts down at the most impt times....stupid Murphy's law or wadever-u-call-tt
somehow self-psycho-ing and attempts to think +ve havent worked so far
frustration and paranoia occupying my mind, nt gd ><
conclusion: my mind's gg-fied

030409

2009-04-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

yet another day of sian-ness
except it's friday...so not tt bad =)

btwn maths lecture and CT session, mr.s lim told us to go help her package some calculators the sch bought
it isnt graphic calc, or scientific calc,
its...its...like a maths txtbk squashed into a size of a GC, roughly bigger
it can display 3 windows at the same time [graph, eqn, dy/dx if necessary] and it auto updates if u change variables of the eqn + IT CAN DO TRANSFORMATIONS
tts not all! the screen's bigger, and the resolution totally owns the current GC that i hav -.-
who needs to learn maths and graphing when u hav tt kind of ~~calculator~~ maths problem solver wif u?
nw it juz has to be approved by the examining board....
the juniors are so lucky D<><
see how it goes ba

frisbee was super tiring
5 rounds sprinting right after warm-up and 4 rounds around side field DDDD<
i nid more stamina!!
did vertical go-to [was tt spelt correctly?] to train our throwing and catching
lol psycho-ing ourselves works, like lets say the seniors wan us to do 20 consecutive throws, we tell ourselves do abt 35 liddat, so 20 is considered less, easier to achieve rofl XD
learnt more abt vertical stack
only played 1 game today....sian

well at least it's wkend nw...

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2009-04-02T23:19:00.002+08:00

haiyo.....choing hmwk for almost nth
1st few periods/ lessons of the day lost bcos of council nominations -.-
make me anxious to complete hmwk for nth zzz
ah well, less to do over the wkend =p

nuked for chem, 5/15
although i expected to get 2/15, didnt noe my chem eqns correct
hahaha, happy tt i overshot? but still fail =/

played frisbee after sch in sch uniform ha
muz tell myself to improve my left hand's backhand
no more -ve thinking, it doesnt help liao >D
cant b too complacent abt forehand, bcos ppl will juz overtake my standard if i dun continue to improve
[blatant desperate self-psycho-ing =.=]

interesting things that happened: patrick is teh boss of cool, my class guys agree liao muahaha

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2009-04-01T21:13:00.002+08:00

lol april fools day
but then my class gt no tricking -.-
bah aint fun

ok blog frm last fri 1st ><
270309-
sian day, but had to help out in scouts camp for tt evening till sat afternn
ha, had frisbee training still
yay improved forehand throw...but nw my backhand rly suxs
anyway, the feeling of being an auxillary in scouts camp is simply....fabulous, amazing, very refreshing, splendid, eh insert any word to describe shoik-ness XD
had to help PLC wif solo night, i juz set 5 sec1-s in the high sch canteen
but tts not the pt.
i found out tt night, that the school's rly haunted DDDD:
u see, the j1 auxes were patrolling to see if the sec1-s were rly sleeping
split up to cover more grd
then matt yang heard story frm yu jay [nw 'j3'] abt the classrm tt jingxi was in, 4f'08, or the leftmost classrm on 2nd flr of clock tower [looking frm terraces]
the story goes sth like this:
its projector would be on everyday at 12.45am, forming a blue screen on the front of the classrm...
a security guard went in to switch it off, but after doing so....
he saw a dark figure at the back of the classrm [cue screams]

ok tts abt it, quite boring right? -.-
but the 6 of us saw it for ourselves
but then the dark figure part was either a scam or sth
bcos all of us verified it was juz stacked chairs wif foldable side tables =.= [used in lecture theatre those kind]
...how anti-climax zzz
we tried entering the classrm, but then door locked D<
so we juz shrugged it off.....but as we walked off, derek and matt yang said tt the projector's LEDs werent on....and that no light rays were emitted frm the projector itself....[cue shock and screams]

ok dao tt =/
went to 7/11 buy snacks. in the night. abt 2am liddat ha
slept in an activity rm....on the flr, except matt yang lent me his jacket [thx clone! =DDD]
[sleep]

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woke up, kok hon and i washed up abit then joined jingxi and matt yang for morning pt
sian....the sec1-s gotta improve their physical fitness, i cant believe we were once liddat ><
btw, jingxi makes a gd scold-er hahahaha
kenii arrived soon after, he's the only one in full uniform, so....basically he had to tank footdrill and stuff for the sec2 and 3-s
sian the lvl of discipline is dropping too fast liao =/
no gd, no gd...
went home at abt 3pm +

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had church, choinged hmwk for the rest for the day DDDDD:

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hmwk piling up....gg-ed

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yay frisbee training!
sian nw my backhand rly suxs DDDDD<
scored a pt during a match yay!
i feel like a chaos factor in the team ><
reached home late, finished and slept at abt 11pm /

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mum left for china (xiamen i think) bcos one my distant relatives passed away =/
was dozing off during bio lecture
the chairs and aircon were juz sooooo sleep-conducive luh...
self-nuked for chem test, looking forward to a 2/12 for my chem test liao ._.
went high sch to eat again, couldnt get to eat my fav sliced fish bee hoon DDDD<
queue too long
too much hmwk.....i gotta manage my time btr....DDDDD:
i lost the motivation to study in jc....help D:

[many details are missing due to lousy memory zzz]

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2009-03-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

yay no sch, but gt fac cip
interact wif beneficiaries frm bishan home and blue cross home
learnt a dance b4 that [bcos we wanted to teach them the dance so tt they gt sth to bring back =)]

was paired up wif dewei
the beneficiary we had was quite open to doing the activities =D
keep hi-fiving wif us during the whole time XD

but then gt hiccup, bcos the song used for the dance was quite fast, most of the beneficiaries couldnt keep up wif the pace, even tho the class in charge of the dance made it simpler
anyway kudos to the class since they put in so much effort into it =D

had buffet lunch, woah the beneficiary we had ate 2 plates of food, he muz b hungry XD
then our turn to eat, the ppl doing souvenirs oso came down

thats when the niaoing of russell began...wif alot of references to DOTA, dewei was saying tt russell was a tanker, any dmg done to him wud juz add to his max hp, and had imba skills [2k pure dmg and 5 stun for other heroes within the range or sth liddat, i dun play DOTA XD, but juz frm hearing tt, russell > other current heroes XD]

went back to hall to watch photo montage, then bade them goodbye after passing them gifts =)

y the govt dun advocate dialects? dewei and i felt v awkward bcos we could converse in hokkien well, then like v hard to communciate, lucky the guy could speak chinese tho =) no wonder the older generation is losing touch, a means of their communication disappearing liao =/

anyway went to cynthia's hse wif shaun after fac cip to play moar frisbee =DDDDD
ian and siewying were there too, they played in the morning ma [they had no sch D: , but then they hav to go on sat =/]

lol cynthia has a neighbour who has a bubbly toddler, everytime go find cynthia 1, then ian, siewying and me were like niaoing shaun tt he has 'qing2 di2' hahaha
cynthia had a hard time persuading him to go back home and take his nap lol
when he finally went back home, we juz talked random stuff
.....in the end become mini-gossip, commenting how ppl changed after going thru sec sch =/
reminded myself of one thing: best friends make the worst enemies
walked siewying to the bustop since she had to go sch for band prac

played summore frisbee [ok la, trained]
shaun kept hucking the frisbee luh -.- [cue frisbee casualties...]
cynthia's bro, jansen, came to join his sis
he nt bad le, his throws r v stable =O
'drags him to future frisbee batch list XD'
played till 4+
went to bukit panjang plaza to buy drinks
frankly the honeydew sago frm sweettalk is quite nice [by recommendation frm ian]
cynthia wanted to buy shoes and swimming costume, and since it was raining heavily, juz folo lor
left for home at nearly 5pm, slept on the bus on the way home [as usual]

gotta prepare for scouts camp this wkend
there goes my church yf grp outing, fri frisbee training and slack time D:

anyway matt yang's [clone power!!] bday on fri =)

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2009-03-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

ok go thru stuff tt happened today

maths lecture: learnt abt simultaneous eqns, dunno noe my GC so zai, can instant calculate out x y z values =O, influenced by shaun to play brick dude / puzzle frenzy / 2 other GC games...there goes my GC battery life...

GP tut: yesh i passed GP by 2marks! ha! PASS!

maths tut: ha gt the game pack frm shaun, who in turn gt it frm cynthia, more battery life gone....but anyway gt some ans for tut 2b

i'm telling u, the sch's haunted, was talking to shaun abt GC games [oops, during lesson summore XD, bcos he cleared my game progress on his GC wif 1 button aka the CLEAR button zzz]
oh wait back ot the topic, was talking to shaun, suddenly he and boon hui, who was sitting directly in front of him, juz fell off their chairs at the same time :OOOOOOO
spooky....they juz tilted their chairs for juz a tiny little bit off the floor, then BAM!

1.5hr break: yea man, went to high sch canteen to eat....ugh had gossip session abt his rugby mate, and a certain person in our class, ok nvm cannot tell more or i'll get pwned >< [ btw lol at russell and ryan]
quote Yit Khai: today shall be the NIAO DAY! =D

bio lecture: sleepy as usual, learnt abt rbc haemoglobin and collagen [tts all i rmb-ed frm the lecture D:]

PW: ok, i realised i m screwed for pw, y? bcos my mind's too cluttered to organize itself to think of creative ideas. DDDDD:

ok sch's over, so its FRISBEE TRAINING \o/ \o/ \o/
managed to secure technique for forehand throw
learnt abit of flat hammer throw =)
muz improve accuracy D<
lol dunno y, but after frisbee training i feel super high XD

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2009-03-23T22:17:00.003+08:00

1st day back to sch
[there were hols?]
lectures sian-ish as usual
[well duh.]
sian i lost my motivation to study liao
[well, btr find it quick]
anyway tmr gt frisbee training, not so bad liao
[too bad, u gonna skip 1hr for discussing scout camp tho]
wadeva la, i suppose i get to skip pt =D
[u wait long long la...u sure hav to do still]
do then do lor
[...limits, all these limits...]
find my mind pls
[ha, its gone long ago]

i found it quite fun to talk to myself
[u shud try it]
no, its a pain in ur mind actually
[no matter, i've lost mine alrdy]

freed frm yet another boundary
studying is of utmost importance
right?
[no....]

i hate mind games...

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2009-03-21T22:52:00.003+08:00

ok went for retreat since ytd night, and had frisbee training and STJ b4 tt, alot of things happened, so only blog today -.-

20/3
moar frisbee training, warm-up run 7 rounds around jc sch field ++ = win
went to high sch side field since softball was having training halfway during ours D:
['rmb ah, softballs are hard!' - quote frm senior]
trained more there
then shaun had to get a hole in his shin [no really, he was jumping over the big drain to catch a practice throw when he smacked right down onto some rock and gt a nice hole in his left shin, winner la he]
[cue j3-s and st.john ppl swarming over shaun]

marcus call in taxi and they sent him packing to clinic
nice 1 la, $72 for dressings and all....lucky shaun gt insurance thing or else super scam can?

played a few more games [with shaun watching frm the side, ha. did i mention he gets to pon napfa bcos his mc is for 1 mth? =O]
then did 4 sets of sprints [yay large improvement frm 1 set on wed XD]

STJ at united square, ate pepper lunch for the 1st time, quite nice le, though abit on the expensive side =/
they ran out of vermonsters =O [frisbee tradition]
in the end the j1 batch chomped down on 10 pints of icecream instead =p
oh wait, actually 9, we saved the last 1 for yuxin who came late XD
mmm....the icecream v nice le 'smacks lips'

chionged home after tt bcos had to go for yf retreat
showered then ran out again
tiring sia
reached church at 8+
had msg on the secret to joy [1 peter 1:3-8]
had supper [dinner for me lol], had dorm devotion, then sleeping time
lol most of the guys stayed up to finish work, run, nt feeling sleepy, etc.
i juz knocked out immediately bcos i so tired frm the day's activities =.=

21/3
had prata for breakfast =D
morning devotion on Deuteronomy 31: 1-8, abt trusting in God in times of trouble =)
had 2nd msg on secret to wisdom [Proverbs 4:7-9]
lunch of fish and chips, then had another serving of chicken chop since i was so hungry =O
had workshop conducted my Bro Michael and Sis Ee Na on good behaviour
hmm, muz emulate more on the qualities we brainstormed =/
haha the roleplay-s were rly funny tho XD
had 'initials double whacko', not as easy as it seems ><
prayer meeting, then last msg of the retreat on the secret to humilty [1 peter 5:5-7]
saw rainbow frm 2nd floor, but then once reach 1st floor rainbow alrdy gone =/
dinner after that, then went home... and blogging abt the stuff that happened on fri and sat, like nw haha

anyway happy bday randy! [go spam his tagboard nao >D]
ok go sleep liao, i super tired nw ><

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2009-03-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

frisbee training today =D

woah, v tiring, the only few things i happy abt is:
1. managed to survive the training =O
2. learnt the 'chicken wing' throwing method XD
3. scored a goal for my team
4. caught a long throw disc for the very 1st time in training -.-

but still, i came out red as a lobster ugh

went to coro to eat wif randy and chong wei
seafood soup, 3.50, wif 1 prawn XD
felt scammed? =/

returned home, bathed, then plonked on the bed, sleeping for 3hrs straight, woke up dazed on where i was o.0
required reality check =O

wanted to starcraft wif tecky and shaun, but then forgot the forcebindip process, so shaun couldnt play =.=
sian, i shud hav recorded the steps,
nw even bufan who passed me the game oso forgot the method. win -.-

sleepy...zzz

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2009-03-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

lol met bufan to swim / exercise
reached parc oasis pool too early, saw dark clouds while waiting for bufan -.-
ran to clubhouse b4 it started raining
bufan gt drenched on his way to the clubhouse though =/

stoned in clubhouse until rain was over, played yugioh wif bufan while waiting =/
rain subsided for abit, so we juz heck care and swam in the drizzle
20mins, then we had to get out of the pool bcos the security guard asked us to leave =.=

didnt even get to achieve our plan for the swim [exercise, and tan ourselves]
no exercise, juz soaking ourselves in the super cold water brrr
no tan, bcos the clouds blocked off the sun =.=
win.

anyway we realised 1 thing: we hav to exercise / swim more
we juz swam 4 tiny laps across the deep [1.4m -.-], long [i think only abt 10m?] pool
and got tired. ._.

went to hawker ctr after changing out and stuff
ate yong tau foo
mmm, nice, will go back there to eat again
rmb, bufan likes the long long white mushrooms [shitake? cant rmb correctly le =/ ]
the soup base was v nice, and i like the wantan =D

went to bufan's hse after tt bcos we were discussing abt starcraft strategies, and he told me abt how the koreans play the game.
since he had to go home and change and go out later in the afternn, so juz go his hse watch youtube of the koreans playing sc on his comp lor

5 words for the gameplay: why. are. they. so. zai.
they micromanage the workers and troops like #$%#%$
dun even need to use air troops finish game alrdy
1 guy used scv rush =O
another game was when a probe go poke a scv who was building barracks i think, killing it and making the terran player waste the resources =O
all the while evading a 2nd scv which was trying to atk it =OOOO

another case: vulture go kajiao protoss expansion, shooting the probes where possible.
reaver drops, pwned the terran main base
high templar and their well-placed psionic storms D:
aiya, the korean players r rly imba la, tts all i can say =/

slept the afternn away sian
i gotta manage my time btr =/
go sleep liao, late at night, tmr gt frisbee training =O

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2009-03-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

had frisbee training today
v tiring
spamming blog nw so can go sleep faster

oso bought cleats/ stud shoes
hmm hope i can react faster better
throw nicer and btr oso
=/

crap, i keep forgetting wad i want to say liao
too tired....muz sleep.... zzz =.=

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2009-03-15T17:26:00.004+08:00

lol, was taking nap when the storm came,
pwned. the whole landscape outside my window turned grey, i didnt noe torrential rain could be so hiong 1 o.0
the trees were bending ard in the wind like erratic metronome needles o.0
the rain was being blown by the wind until i can see the rain hit the opposite block of hdb outside my window like waves liddat
thunder and lightning were continuously causing havoc in the sky

all made me wake up frm my nap, but really, its the worst storm i experienced so far in my life.
and its gonna be much much worse during the Tribulation o.0

anyway poochie, being the egoistic [and cute, he claims =.= ] dog he is, took a chance to put himself in a photo when i juz wanted to take a pic of the grey landscape during the storm

=.= wadever luh

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2009-03-14T16:11:00.003+08:00

blog abt ytd ba

bio: more abt proteins, and the lure of sleeping during lecture overpowered me for a few mins.... >< looks ="/" dao =")"><> other facs sia =D]

went for frisbee training, and i gotta get used to using my left hand for all throws D:
still cant read disc [ aka know where a long throw is going to land]
and my impression for jonathan is degrading =.=

stayed back after training bcos of parent's day
floated ard sch, talking to daniel, randy, russell and some of my classmates, qi en, etc.
my mum gt lost at 1st, found me at ctrl plaza, randy's parents were there too

randy's father: 'hello matthew, recognize me?'
me: [i kinda forgot his face ><><]
so then randy's parents went to find randy and left sch, i suppose

sian my mum wanted to go find my civic tutor -.-
i phail as a student la, dunno wheres blk e =.=

walked ard, went up to audi blk 2nd flr, met laykit and her frens [their class were doing ushering duty]
where gt so concidental 1 =.=
yea, so laykit led the way for my mum and the blur me to the classrm my ct was at
didnt want to go into the rm [the rm all parents anyway, go in for wad -.-]
talked abt frisbee training and stuff wif laykit on the way back, left bcos she still had ushering duty
bleah, my words were like gibberish i think, cant think of anything else to talk abt
my mind juz had to muddle up at tt moment -.-

stoned ard sch summore while waiting for my mum, by then i was v hungry bcos i havent eat dinner yet, and the buffet dinner was over zzz
finished everything at 9+, laykit led my mum back down to class bench area bcos my mum v confused abt sch layout lol

went home, met edmund's parents on the bus haha
anyway my mum was telling me tt she met her ex-colleague there, and told me her daughter is oso a j1 lol

in the end sleep at 11+, so tiring zzz

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2009-03-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

2nd last day of term 1, how did i fare?
not so good, but who would care?
all i get might be juz a cold stare...
who told me to accept the dare? o.0

ok failed attempt to make a rhyme
and yea so i failed maths =/
14/30
this suxs
for econs, 15/25 --- b4

chem oso gonna b gg alrdy la

celebrated nicole and jiaqi's bday today
lol for some reason the cake today was v nice =D

sian my brain juz blanks out for no reason, thought of sth to write/ type here, but then keep forgetting =/
rmb alrdy then i'll type here la =/
=D laykit's ssef grp gt silver
ok update nxt time =.=

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2009-03-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

lol i juz love half days
[of coz i prefer full day hol, but then juz make do wif wad i hav luh XD]

anyway i gt pwned by maths ytd, hands down
maths : infinity/ 0, matt : absolute zero
i gotta do the qns FASTER

finally finished bio lipid self-learn notes
took my wkend away, thx ah

gotta brush up my maths during hols
...actually all the subjects need brushing up =.=
at least my civic tutor, Mrs. Lim / derek's mum =O, managed to clear some doubts on transforming graphs

sian x-country tmr, cant go ssef judging session
i knew i shud hav gotten a place on the bus seat when the emb msg was out DX
all the best to laykit, edmund, kai li and kaiyun, and whoever i know in ssef but cant rmb offhand
....sian sounds so elitist/ cronist? --- cronism whut?
fine, all jy for ssef =.=

i gotta manage my time btr.....
my brain needs defragmenting i suppose =/
'begin defragmentation'
'fail'
'brain more messed up than ever'

bipolar me?
yes. XD / D<

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2009-03-07T16:32:00.002+08:00

lol came home late after training ytd, too tired to blog
so, blog abt ytd today lor =/ [did tt come out right?]

bio lecture: went to lt4 for lecture instead of audi, apparently the class gt ppl like zhou quan, youjie, bryan, wilfred [4j ppl] and kaiyun my classmate who is in bio olympiad, cai yong [frm OG26], and that they are all zai ppl in bio, but the thing is i dunno y the teachers chucked me in it, i didnt even see the thing on smb la...
....and since when i zai in bio? =.=
learnt more abt protein and their structure though =)

pe: went for x-country trial trail run, walked wif patrick most of the way, only at downhill and some portions of the pavement we decided to run
....sian we ran long way, the boys who walked all the way got to go the girl's route as it was running out of time....slackers. anyway, pat and i kept looking back to see gt any1 else running the route....but there was no one [so that means we r either fast or slow....i take the 2nd option bcos the teacher was rushing everyone near end pt =.=]
anyway thanks patrick for running/walking wif me if nt i sure walk all the way 1 =)

GP: wrote intro, teacher gave more tips on tackling qns since our GP test gonna b on the last day of sch....how nice
...speaking of which, i want qn list, any1 willing to spare? =D

maths: couldnt make head or tail of lecture until i dozed off for a few mins ><
....which means i m gg-fied for maths lecture quiz on mon. winner =.=

CT session: bleah, was so sian alrdy still had to listen to stuff....my mind was alrdy wandering =/
...and melvin was beside me doing athena dance moves....man...i cant even rmb in the state of mind i was in at that time la....

went for edmund's pre-bday celebration [ supposed to be today, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDMUND!!! :DDDDD ] ya, so bufan scammed him to come meet us as he had some infocomm meeting to attend, and bufan bluffed him tt ed was excused
....dang, they didnt hav lighter for the candles, and i was late for frisbee training ><
zao 1st =/ sry edmund

frisbee training v fun, ran 2 rounds around jc field, juz when i ran in the morning, and my legs were still in pain after tues training ><
learnt horizontal stack and more reading of discs =)
rugby and softball koped space, in the end had to squeeze at side field to play match

sian nw i gotta bring 3 shirts, 1 for pe, 1 white and 1 coloured for trainings [to dy/dx teams]
went to serene ctr macs to eat again....which means i m getting fatter liao =x
ate and told jokes until 9++
slept on 66 until home......not
i actually overslept till je bus terminal -.-
came down 66 but too late to catch 333 which juz left bus bay =.=
took 334 instead
at this point i would like to thank the old lady who picked my $5 note and returned to me [i nvr put the $5 note in my wallet, juz in same pocket, it dropped when i was taking out wallet for ezlink =/] sian...i think i gave her a -stone- face as i was alrdy v tired at that time...although i managed to mutter thanks in chinese, dunno if she heard it ><

had a quick bath, did QT and slept zzzz

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2009-03-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

bah who cares abt sch?
talk abt stuff AFTER sch more interesting

went to do street evangelism [streetE] wif russell and derek [senior frm youth for Christ] at kap today
[..ok so maybe not streetE luh....but u get the point XD]

1st time doing....quite nervous ><

first thing we did was to go thru wad shud b included when telling others abt the Gospel
after praying for God's guidance tgt, russell and derek went to find ppl 1st [bcos 3 ppl would seem to intimidate the other party, nt v gd]....they went to a table wif acs boys, i juz read a bk tt derek brought while waiting, quite interesting =)
but then....after a while they came back, derek commented he couldnt even get a chance to tell them abt the Gospel bcos more joined in and its quite hard for them all to listen =/
ah well, passed to them a pamphlet on upcoming event organized by yfc anyway, in case they interested

2nd time was derek and me, managed to find a grp of 3 sji boys to talk to
amazingly they were quite receptive, derek managed to tell them abt the Creation, penalty of sin and the reason y Christ came =D
it was simply by God's grace tt they were so receptive
imagine 2 random guys crashing ur lunch and telling u abt the Gospel and u listen attentively =DDDDDD
managed to get their contacts, and also invited them to come for the activities organized by yfc if they could =)

3rd time was russell and derek again
thought abt how to follow up wif the sji grp and continued reading the bk while russell and derek shared the Gospel wif a grp 3 hcis boys
apparently 2 out of the 3 hcis guys were Christians alrdy o.0
so derek juz resolved their lvl of understanding of the Bible and stuff, as well as giving the Christian the idea of telling their unbelieving fren abt Christ =)

well, it is an interesting experience, hope i can learn more abt evangelising to ppl =)
juz hope tt more will believe.... :)

2 Corinthians 5:17

'Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.'

side-note: my legs hurt....muz b bcos of ytd's frisbee training...stretched too much ><

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2009-03-03T21:40:00.001+08:00

hmwk's piling up
tests coming round about
zzz

gotta mange my time btr

frisbee training roxs i tell u =D
did sprints, catching and learnt vertical stack today!

haiz cant talk much, cant think of wad to write for nw, and i gotta do hmwk zzz =.=

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2009-02-28T21:56:00.003+08:00

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had senior-treat-junior [STJ] at jurong pt, zhou's kitchen today =)
floated ard jp 1hr b4 tt trying to think of wad present to give my angel and mortal
met xc along the way.....nice dao-ing back there xc =.=

last min grab a soft toy for my angel, two fun pencils for my mortal
dai, it seems tt i dao-ed his letter in the box ><
then today my mortal's bday summore
present phail ._.
i told u b4, i cant seem to do anything right DDDDD:

sia la, go there eat buffet $40 per person
senior's pocket sure exploded liao la liddat
although i muz say the minced meat porridge there is quite nice =p
lol so my angel is fan li, mortal is lu kuan [finally can say XD]
fan li gt me a momo bolster-like object frm mini toons, lu kuan gave me orange swts =)
....even though i floated ard jp for >1hr liddat still cant find mini toons zzz =.=
[i feel so bad for giving lu kuan such a noob present ><, muz get him sth on mon...]

ate frm 3-4pm ++
then stoned till 6+
haiz, chao waste time ><
and i didnt get to go yf-yaf combined meeting today
i gotta get my priorities right arghhhhhhhhhhh

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2009-02-28T20:30:00.005+08:00

last day of the mth...
ytd had Post Orientation Party
lol mugged fac dance, but to no avail as i forgot almost everything once i gt to the dance floor
so many ppl frm our fac pon =/
saw the video bufan took [he didnt dance so he juz went 2nd flr take vid]
bleah so un-synchro-ed ><

how do u feel like u r needed by ppl when the prevailing view is that ppl dun nid u? =/
my guilt overwhelms me
i shudnt b here
i dun belong anywhere ='(
i cant seem to do anything right
ur reactions tell it all, no one wants to be wif me
u may not say it, but yet your reactions betray ur thoughts
some even go to the extent of avoiding to acknowledge my presence around them
i feel like i m juz being an observer...

to be ignored, neglected, shunned by ppl ard me
those empty words mean almost nothing
the conversations, so superficial
how can i even smile under such circumstances? ='(

240209

2009-02-24T21:19:00.002+08:00

o.0 so fast, juz 2wks in jc and i m getting owned by the lecture system ><

maths lecture : lost myself at graphing circle / eclipses part and everything else after that =.=

GP: hurray expanded vocab today lol

maths tutorial : did more prac qn for binomial....still quite ok....except for finding coefficient of x^n [got the pattern, but cant seem to fit into the eqn =/]

bio lecture: either the lecturer decided to become funnier or that i hav become an advocate of cold jokes lol.....of ester linkages and stone-cold silence rofl XD

PW: gt owned for presentation, 'nuff said

went for frisbee training....tiring sia, anyway learnt abit more stuff on forehand throw....gotta practise ><
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....izzit juz me or is everyone avoiding talking to me?
i know i dun talk much, i cant start convo-s bcos i quite reserved and i dunno wad u wan to talk abt.
i cant read minds
so wad do u want me to do?
where have i gone wrong? D:

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2009-02-21T15:29:00.002+08:00

supposed to blog ytd but didnt get the urge to -.-

hurray 1wk of sch over
recap abt fri 1st

bio lecture....more abt cell structure, nw gt all the measurement junk of each organelle liao, this suxs, i hate rmb-ing no.s
alot of ppl fell asleep during the bio lecture bcos they say lecture was....unfruitful i suppose
i personally felt sumhow sian of the lecture oso...mayb its bcos i nt used having mass lectures....dun think its gonna b productive =/
hey at least i managed to stay awake throughout =D
and the aircon, coupled wif the droning of the lecturer, juz makes ppl slleeeppppyyyyy....'snores'

btw PLS hav pe directly after bio lecture ah....my body was stiff after coming out of the audi then do physical exercise =.=
had to run 2 big rounds ard sch, do pull-ups, sbj, height and weight
zzz am i short or short? 162cm =O
but i m the lightest among all the boys my class o.0
hurray can do 5pull-ups, new PB! [although i dunno how many i can rly do if i chiong-ed =/, 5 bcos that was the standard they wanted us to do]
i feel like i m cheating bcos of my weight -.-
had article review for GP tut
maths lecture was more abt GC, quite useful in jc i say =D
hurray for drawn graphs on the GC!

dumb 1hr break b4 CT....i rather chiong all the way then go home early, but oh well =/
anyway went for frisbee training again directly after CT
lol i think the only thing i can do is feinting ppl while having the disc nia
all my throws sux....either tt or my teammates catching skills nt gd enuf
hrump i stick to the former
close range ftw?

sia la melvin, jordan, chin teck also there....4j grp? XD
had a few games, my team totally gt owned ><

dang, frisbee not considered as official cca yet, though the seniors said that any competitions for frisbee will be recorded in portfolio....
ya right, u think i so zai can make to sch team meh?
hmm, everytime my interests clash wif practical aspects of life
bah who cares, i still want frisbee
nid get backup cca tho =/

zzz having a cold now....sry kok hon ><
ytd night alrdy felt tt it was gonna come =/
this suxs D<

190209

2009-02-19T21:31:00.003+08:00

ugh 4th day of sch, and i rotting alrdy...
man....my pw teacher is scary but yet v humorous...hmm...
learnt abt production probability curve during econs lecture today
ha, managed to wave / say hi to laykit during econs lecture....someone become CT rep lo~~~ XD
ugh chem lab session was torturous bcos of the timeslot.....sleepy D:
dai....so many qn-s of chem tutorial i dun understand....need serious help D:

went for christian ministry welcome tea today....sch gt 'youth for Christ' christian grp ma, tot i shud check it out
quite enriching....but i didnt like the third song they sang bcos it felt charismatic-ish...repeat and repeat and repeat the same few lines over and over again....
dang, some of them use niv....and the christian fellowship is multi-denominational....hmm...
but still, its an avenue for fellowship
highly encourage the christians and christians-to-be in jc to go =D
at least gt ppl to help strengthen ur faith in God in the midst of the hectic jc life =DDDD
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i still wish to know wad ppl r thinking abt, instead of putting facades towards everyone else...
show ur true colours la....
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'God may be Love, but He is also a Judge.' - sth i thought abt today =/
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she's like getting out of the range of my PPC [dang, kana influenced by econs]
....MUZ. TRY. HARDER. D<

180209

2009-02-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

scraped thru 3rd day =O
why is my econs teacher so zi-high / sadist at the same time? =O
lol my chem tutor quite nice
[by 'quite', she makes ppl who nv finish assignments/tutorials copy relevant parts of chem data booklet 3x, and 2^n TYS qns, where n refers to the no. of times u nv finish assignments =O]

noooooo...i cant stand 2hrs in lab......not when there are figures of authority around -.- XD
yay my 'angel' v kind to me.....ask how i m, unless my 'friends' who dun care a hoot abt my condition / feelings....

zzz...stuff startng to pile up liao D:
somehow i feel that the conversations btwn me and ppl who talk to me are getting more and more superficial now...
we rly are drifting apart....
i suppose we really hav different goals in life, different expectations of friends even
[directed to no one in particular, but juz putting forth a general statement of what i feel abt ppl around me]

lol went for fac dance prac session today....my class promised to go....in the end only me, shaun, ryan, jin faye and joleen turned up -.- uber pangseh la 09s7j D:
whole thing ended at abt 6pm though....but at least to learn sth ha

yea....starting to warm up to my CT nw =D 'applause'
man....i gotta smile more
i gotta find a way to scour my face D:

170209

2009-02-17T20:30:00.002+08:00

sia la had PW lecture today....so many requirements, and so many deadlines for PW juz within this yr itself....i feel gg-fied alrdy

woots had 1st frisbee tryout today =D
shawn and patrick joining oso hehe
yesh finally learnt how to throw forehand frisbee correctly nw....
now nid improve on my catching and throwing straight -.-
played a few games
v fun sia
dao the tiring part bcos the fun > tiredness XD
yay fri gt another session
join frisbee NAO :D