the repercussions of LOA = spammage of makeup tutorials and tests

haiz...confused
paranoia ftw la
frm my pov, i gt the nagging feeling that ppl r avoiding me...
keeping away frm me, giving short replies juz to accommodate me liddat

every comment seems to have a double meaning for me nw
who to trust? when any of the people ard u can juz backstab u so easily?

talents? i hav talents? well i dun seem to find any
all i find within myself are flaws
the half-empty glass of water...
so i shud juz shut up and keep to myself since nobody wants me ard anyway


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