intriguing, i prefer sleeping than my normal life
no, its nt rly the slack-ness of sleeping
its more of...a better environment to be in...

but no, i cant run away frm my troubles
forced to live a nightmare each day

to hide in the shadows
to lurk in the background
only to help when necessary
but no, they refute all that u hav done

you tried ur best, but yet they cruelly express ingratitude
i dont know wad ppl are thinking anymore
or maybe the layers of coldness, are all added by myself
do they rly mean wad they say? or maybe its juz those kind of 'model answer'
how abt sarcasm and double meaning
people will nv say wad they truly feel abt u right into ur face
they twist, they distort, everything comes out wif a hidden meaning each time
hypocrisy, has it pervaded our lives that much?
where are friends when u need them?

we live a world of variables.
so many points to consider
so many awkward situations
everyone has their own friends nw
i m juz the kind that is redundant
they would lead happier lives without me
but until my life's done, i regret that the people around me would have to bear this burden
why do u think so much?
why do things happen as they are?
why wont the voices in my mind juz shut up?
why wont dark thoughts flee frm my mind?
why?


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