last day of the mth...
ytd had Post Orientation Party
lol mugged fac dance, but to no avail as i forgot almost everything once i gt to the dance floor
so many ppl frm our fac pon =/
saw the video bufan took [he didnt dance so he juz went 2nd flr take vid]
bleah so un-synchro-ed ><

how do u feel like u r needed by ppl when the prevailing view is that ppl dun nid u? =/
my guilt overwhelms me
i shudnt b here
i dun belong anywhere ='(
i cant seem to do anything right
ur reactions tell it all, no one wants to be wif me
u may not say it, but yet your reactions betray ur thoughts
some even go to the extent of avoiding to acknowledge my presence around them
i feel like i m juz being an observer...

to be ignored, neglected, shunned by ppl ard me
those empty words mean almost nothing
the conversations, so superficial
how can i even smile under such circumstances? ='(


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