Wednesday, February 11, 2009
yay, finally managed to recognize and know some more ppl in my CT
yes, me opening up, but izzit enuf? o.0
anyway i can finally dance a dance bcos its fac dance
finally a dance w/o physical contact
[ok this supposed to under ytd's post, but then i forgot, lousy memory =/]
hmm, i still cant rly adapt to jc life
so many more new stuff
but at the same time, many more limits and restrictions imposed
my time is used up like almost everyday
sec sch time, can zao sch and reach home latest 4pm+
nw no such thing =/
everyday reach home late evening
...which messes up my dinner time
...and does not help my oft bloated stomach at all
ct games today was fun
it rly helped the class to bond tgt =D
lol shawn russell and i ran ard getting foodstuffs for one of the game stations
1 orange for $1?
3 tiny apples for $1?
chicken chop for $5?
sia la rip off man
will nvr go empress market at farrer rd again D:
anyway, muz thank God tt we managed to get to and fro safely even though it rained heavily halfway =)
yay flag and performance done
but somehow....i feel sth's missing frm the environment ard me
zzz, i cant rly write wad i feel
mind in a mess, =.=
i'll find a way to express them....somehow
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your actions towards me may seem nice,
or in your eyes, it might be cold as ice.
i cant tell what you are trying to express to me,
i can try, but i might get the wrong idea.
my mind's spinning, split down the edge,
no one will be able to sit on the ledge.
you presume that i assume,
granted, but it may not be the reaction you are looking for.
the cold stare, the seemingly blind glare,
what are you living for?
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a new place, a new face,
must i show my other side?
its all trapped, sealed within,
if i release it, will it be for the win?
i cant read your mind,
if i could, it would be such a bind.
you have changed, my friend,
who would now listen to my troubles, which are like w/o end?
they increase with each moment,
ready to explode like a bomb, potent.
the look we have when we meet,
shows me the distance btwn us,
to be so near but yet so far,
i am losing my grip on reality,
only you can bring me back,
but yet you reject the role,
letting me suffer in the cold.
i suppose you'll nvr get to see,
what it is to truly know me.....
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