oh look, my family is quarrelling, again.

how nice.

they fight with each other over no reason wadsoever. its all bcos of both sides not giving way.

i usually try to be neutral, but they still want me to interfere
they nvr listen to reason, reason is nth in their eyes.
i cant say i dun cr8 trouble, but at least i wont blow it out of proportion i.e include whole family in hurling insults/ abuse/ vulgarites (eg b**ch, d*mn, etc. hmm...at least no f-words but gt hokkien stuff bcos of my father when he rly angry )

i dun usually shout or fight but they force me to do so, bcos they juz cant stop quarrelling, everyday gt diff topic. they dun even listen to my opinion at all......even if they do they blow it out of context

mom 'sides' eldest sis (bcos she repeatedly disproves and i will give her benefit of doubt ) while my dad doesnt rly care until he gets annoyed, second sis usually give counter arguments

my eldest sis likes to throw tantrums.......studying medicine jiu4 liao3 bu4 qi3 meh?

i hate using my hands/ fists but they still want me to
they even make me have murderous instincts against them, against myself, against others even my friends
i dun like those....
but they make me relive those thoughts over and over again.



then what? family love? wad a joke.....none for me
buying stuff for each other = love? funny la......no wonder all the kids these days all so spoilt, like my eldest sis...

nw u c? i dun like being wif ppl, i cant trust any1....they cant help me

those that i reach out for help all ignore me or say that it is going to be over soon
soon.
haha. funny.
so u nw know the origin of my alter ego, H.ARM

H.ARM : 'humans, weak pathetic beings.......we must purge them. your attempts to seal us within will weaken, and once you are gone, boy.......we will have our free reign! *evil laughter* '

i wasnt joking on the above quote. it came out juz when i was writing this post. interesting idea eh?


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